Waiting For You

A New Dynamic

Steve's POV

I never give into my desires. I am always in control: I need to have control. My strength- What I can do in the heat of the moment can damage this fresh and frail but budding relationship.

"What do you desire?" I whisper and her body goes stiff and my instinct tells me to offer her comfort and that can only be a soft caress right now.

Softly, I let the tip of my nose run up her neck taking in her scent. Her hands on my chest clench the material as she fists them.

"I-" she breaths heavy and I sigh against her skin. "I don't know." She says after a moment and I nod standing straight and take her face in my palms and kiss her soft plump lips once then twice more until my heart hammers in my chest and she is breathless.

"Can we figure that out together?" I ask softly and she nods opening her chocolate depths with surprise.

"You don't understand." She says removing my hands from her face, eyes cast down in shame?

"What is it?" I ask squeezing her hands in mine but her gaze remains down.

"Iveneverhadsexbefore." She mumbles out quickly and I scowl trying to understand her mumbling.

"What?" I ask perplexed and slumps her shoulders down and takes her hands from mine to clasp them against her chest.

"I'veneverhadsexbefore." She mumbles and this time I hear it clearly.

Oh, shit! Steve! This isn't what you thought you could handle.

A virgin? What? Like you?!

A rush of utter happiness flows through me and I sigh out loud and chuckle.

"It's not funny." She groans and it makes me laugh harder. "Steve!" She scolds looking up with a red face as I sit back in the chair laughing.

"I'm sorry!" I say between laughs and clutch my stomach as she glares at me and stands from the desk.

"No, you're not!" She shouts back.

"I m a virgin too!" I yell out and she looks shocked and then smirks in thought as I continue to laugh. "Tony would love this!" I laugh harder and then she giggles and looks perplexed again until she starts laughing too.

"Oh, shit!" She drops to her knees laughing so hard I am sure she is no longer breathing as she clutches her side.

"I know!" I laugh and wipe under my eyes as she struggles to get up slowly from the ground while still trying to control her laughter and points at me.

"You-" she sucks in a breath and laughs harder falling to her knees again and this time I help her up and against my body as w broth struggle to breathe and control our laughter. "I think I just peed myself!" She cries now against my chest and I double over pushing her a little away and when I look at her jeans I can see the wetness at the apex of her thighs.

After moments of laughing like lunatics we finally begin to relax and Annabella starts to breathe normally.

"I have never laughed this hard before in my life!" I say taking a deep breath in and letting out through pursed lips as Annabella wiped under her eyes.

"Oh, the irony is not lost on me." I add as she shakes her head at me and stands straight fixing her shirt.

"Two peas in a pod, us!" She giggles and breathes deeply as she begins to compose herself more.

I didn't know it could be like this. This much fun and yet so meaningful at the same time.

"I really gotta get home to change." She sighs and I nod standing from my chair and watch her grab her purse and jacket.