I tried, I swear!

What Happened?!

Osamu's P.O.V

"Today's been so busy,is it too much to ask for a quiet day on my birthday? Apparently so. I can't wait to get home and spend the rest of my birthday with Rin. Maybe we could watch a few movie's and order take out or something, as I really dont wanna cook when I get back. Chiness or Pizza sounds amazing not gonna lie but I cant decide which, I'll have to ask foxy for his opion when I get back. Reminds me he said he had a surprise for me when I get back. I wonder what he's planning? Knowing Rin it won't be food as he can't cook even if his life depended on it, and I doubt he has secretly thrown me a part as that's not really something he would do." Osamu mummbled to himself with a sigh as he made up an order for the old lady who was a regular at his onigiri restraunt, the Onigiri Miya.

She always ordered the same thing every time she came which was just pickled plum onigiri but today she asked Samu to make his favrouit onigiri for her as she wanted to try something new but couldn't decide and also knew it was Osamu's birthday.

So the silver haired asked if there was anything she wouldn't eat or was allergic too, then started making her the spicy tuna onigiri which he had taken a liking to recently thanks to his lovely boyfriend maybe soon to be fiance.

He servered her the plate of spicy tuna onigiri and as it was quiet for now and he had a few minutes he sat down with her to see if she liked it or not as it was her first time eating it.

She loved the onigiri and thanked Samu for making it before heading on her way after talking to Miya for a while.

Osamu went back to work with a sigh waiting with excitment for his shift to be over so he could go home and could with Rin and just relax.

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He closed up the restraunt and started to head home. He had been thinking all day about what Suna could be planning so he was excited and very nervous to see what the sly fox had up his sleaves this time.

He still wasn't sure what Suna did, but he was sure it would be amazing knowing him and had no doubt in his abilities.... Unless it was cooking then he highly doubt Rintaro to do it right.

But he wouldn't cook without Samu home right? Then again he doesn't even cook when he is home. Not like the older would let him after the home ec incedent in highschool. He wasn't risking his kitchen.

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He opened the door to their house and as he stepped in he was greeted with the plesent smell of fresh ramen from the kitchen.

He closed the door and quickly took of his shoes to investigate the plesent smeel filling their home. Half way through taking his shoes off he heard, something he didn't want to hear again, it was Suna.... screaming in pain?!

"AHHHHH SHIT!"

He hurried to finish taking of his shoes, then to the kitchen where the sorce of the scream came from.

What was going? Why did Suna scream like that? It sounded like he got stabbed or something. Did he get stabbed?!

UGH! Why did it feel like it took a year and a half to get to his kitchen from the door! But as he turned the corner into his kitchen....

"Foxy what happ-" That wasnt what he expected to come home to, no not at all, not in a billion years was he ready for this, let alone on his birthday.

He wasn't ready for the sight of his lover on the floor grasping his arm in pain as the stove lit up in flames?!

"WHAT IN HELL HAPPENED SUNA!?" He quickly grabbed the fire extinguisher after the first second of inital shock and started to put out the fire.

He had so many questions for Sunarin but his main focus was the fire which he tried his best to extinguish before anything else caught on fire. He also needed to make sure suna was ok after, and maybe change the smoke alarms as they haven't gone off yet. Wait do they even have smoke alarms and sprinklers? UGH this wasn't the time to wonder about that kinda shit when his kitchen was on fire!

"I-I'm sorry, I-I just wante-" He heard the smaller get up and try to help him. Osamu knew if he tried to help in that state that he would just make it worse and get injured more than he already was and he didn't want that, but he also knew if he phrased what he was about to say wrong, it would send suna into the wrong head space, which wouldn't be any help right now.

He knew how much Suna doubted himself after being bullied in highschool just after the 2 of them got together and never wanted to the former blocker in that state again. It broke his heart seeing him like that the first time and seeing the small cuts that would always litter his otherwise perfect skin. So he would be very carful with his choice of words!

"Do you know what Rin just go away, yer gonna make this worse if ya help!" Shit thats not how he meant it to come out! Oh god he really didnt mean it like that. He know what Suna went through he was with him and helped him, yet thats how his brain choose to phrase it! AHHHHH!

"I tried, I swear, I didnt mean this to happen!" He heard his lover say before running off down the hall. He heard the bathroom door slam and the lock click, as the tap turn on? Was he going to take care of his arm? He was assuming the latter had burned his arm.He'll check on him after he finish with this fire, It's almost out anyway.

When he finishes putting out the fire, he put the extinguisher down and sighed.

"Sweet Jesus thats not what I expected to come home to on my birthday, and now I have to clean the kitchen and the stove." He glanced over at the stove and the burnt food on it with a sigh. "I'll ask Rin what he was cooking later, but for now I should so check on him and make sure he's ok." Saying that he walked out of their now ruined kitchen and down the hall to the sapre bathroom, where he heard the fox like bot slam the door just a few minutes prier.

As he stood outside the door he could hear something metalic hitting the sink and pills ratteling?! What was Suna doing in there?! He wasn't doing that again was he?! No he wouldn't, not over something like that.... well he might actually, especally with how the older had responded to him trying to help, But was something else also going on Samu didn't know about?!

He knocked loud enough to be heard over the running water, then spoke up.

"Foxy can you come out please? I just wanna make sure ya and yer arm are ok. I'm not mad at ya I swear and I'm sorry if I sounded lik I was earlier, I was just surprised and didn't want ya getting hurt anymore than ya already are." He waited for a response, his mind and heart racing, after what he just heard.

He waited for about a minute, listening for a response and listening too the rythmic sound of the water hitting the sink over and over again, but all he was met with from his lover was ....

Silence-
Dead silence
Not a sob, not a wimper, not a sniffle, not even a hevey breath.

Just dead silence-