heather. poetry

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why am I getting replaced by you,
my love
wasn't all of this already so tough?

i thought that you would be the one
the one who would know what I want
the one who would know all my needs
but after what you did,
i wish you pay for all your deeds

i would be lying if I said I didn't expected
this from you, you behaved like that
from the start but I had little hope
in me, that you would try to reach me when I'm far

i know I thought I wouldn't care,
i know that this would happen tomorrow if not today
i feel ashamed to say, that I still want
you to stay

i loved you so much, I guess I still do
but I guess what I thought was right,
oh it was so damn true

i thought you would become my savior
but I was so damn wrong, I don't wanna think about it but oh god, look at your fucking behaviour

i still want to ask you something

why am I getting replaced by you,
my love
wasn't all of this already so tough?

you knew it was,
I was always by your side
but you still lied
i hope now you're satisfied

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