Stranger in Moscow

Date Night

Five Years Later

Drew

The sound of my ringing alarm system went off throughout my room forcing me to awaken from my deep slumber that I had found myself so caught up in. A deep exhausted sigh escaped from my torn face once I realized what happened to me once again. Focusing my eyes on the alarm clock that now rested on my nightstand, the time read 7:00 p.m., "I'm going to be late." I mumbled as I tried to ignore the fact that I still had my fingers resting inside of my dripping pink ocean.

Another night wasted dreaming about the past that he wouldn't allow me to re-enter. Another pair of panties wasted on a nonexistent dick that ended up being my fingers once my eyes popped back into reality. A disgusted look that came across my face every time I caught myself in such a downgrading way, me in my sleeping sexcapade, because I had let my dreams go on for to long. The pain that my heart endured every time I had to look to the side where his body once rested upon and not see a very attractive male laying beside me resting his arm around my waist. He was too busy pleasing his job the way he used to please me to even realize the pain he's been putting me through over the past five years. The agony that I had to face seeing him across the television screen showcasing his talent while I stayed at home was just something my heart wouldn't allow me to even attempt to swallow. I should've been there with my arm secured around his arm supporting him on all of his success. A small sigh escaped my lips as I finally removed my fingers from the wet substance between my legs.

A groan escaped my lips as I somehow conjured up enough strength to lift myself up so that I could rest on the bed that held so many profound memories. Memories that still traumatized my dreams that were caused by the flaws that I let him conquer. That's what happens when you throw gasoline into a world surrounded by fire... It explodes and destroys everything in its path permanently without repair.

Removing the covers from my sweat covered body, I stood up from the drenched bed and made my way towards my closet to quickly pick out an outfit for my date tonight. Spotting my red Herve Leger dress, a golden smirk appeared on my face as I imagined his face when he sees me in this. He makes the most adorable facial expressions when I put on something sexy. Well hell, everything I wear is gorgeous to him but whatever. Once I found my dress for tonight, I began searching for the right shoes to go with it. Suddenly my gold Giuseppe Zanotti Sandals caught my eye, so I picked them up and placed them beside my dress on the bed.

Once I found my outfit I went to grab my magenta plush towel before walking into my bathroom so that I could wash away the lustful sins that has planted themselves inside of my dreams. Turning the shower knobs to the temperature of my desire, I hurriedly undressed from my damp underwear and jumped inside immediately feeling the water trickle down my body leaving me feeling relaxed and undead. Grabbing his favorite body wash, Forever Red, I spread a little onto my wash cloth before I soothingly massaged my aching skin while I allowed my thoughts to wander around in my mind. Turning the knobs off, I grabbed my towel wiping off my face before drying my body off a little so that I could step out without falling like last time. Securely wrapping my towel around my body, I removed myself from the fog covered shower door.

After I had wiped off some of the fog from the mirror, I brushed my teeth and washed my face getting rid of the dead appearance that was plastered across my face not so long ago.

Picking up my phone to check the time, the time had now read 7:40 a.m. meaning I was already late and I know that everyone was pissed the fuck off by my lateness. Before I could even place my phone back on the counter an incoming call was popping up on my screen. Seeing the name flash across my screen, sadness instantly strolled though my body because I felt like I had already let him down.

"Hello!" I immediately spoke as my heart beat began to run a mile a minute.

"Where are you?" He mumbled sounding like he was chewing some type of food. Hearing his voice instantly had my heart melting at the sound of it. The sadness in his tone instantly made me want to cry because he was sad because of me.

"I'm so sorry babe, I'm on my way now okay and I miss you soooooooo much." I annoyingly cooed trying to make him feel better, which seemed to be working because he began to giggle at my cuteness.

"I miss you, want to know how many." He excitedly asked.

"How many?" I giggled going along with his cuteness. 

"One hundred and infinity seconds is how much I miss you. You read me a bedtime story okay?" He whispered, not wanting his little posse to hear him say that to me.

"Anything for you baby, but I'll call you later because I have to finish getting pretty for our little date." I mumbled.

"You already pretty." He mumbled causing me to chuckle at how cute he was being right now. He is the light that shines through this dark cloud overshadowing my happiness. If he wasn't in my life, the happiness that I do receive would be nonexistent. My life would be in complete shambles. "Red coming?" He mumbled referring to his favorite perfume which he continues to compare to another human.

"Of course but I will see you shortly baby, let me finish getting ready okay." I mumbled pulling my damp hair up into a messy bun as I began to pull the flat irons from the drawer and plugging them into the wall.

"Alright." He mumbled sounding like he was butt hurt that I had to get off the phone with him. He does this every time I have to get off the phone with him, or leave his side. I just love me some him and vice versa. Once the call had ended, I hurriedly finished dressing myself into my little outfit. Once I was fully dressed, I sprayed on some smell good to balance out my body wash, before placing my Chanel earrings as well as my Chanel necklace where they belonged. Considering I was almost an hour late for my date, I just decided to blow dry my hair out and just wear my natural curls; nor did I wear any make-up minus my eye liner and my ruby red lipstick. Taking a quick glimpse into my full body mirror, I couldn't help but to smirk at how good I looked. My ass and boobs were sitting so right in this dress. Grabbing my purse and car keys, I made sure I turned off all of my lights before I left out of my room. Look at me getting all bedazzled for him. Before I left my house I made sure everything was turned off before finally making my way out the door. After I locked the door, I decided to ride my white Audi S5 today.

Pushing the unlock button on my keypad, I hurriedly walked towards my car to rid myself from this night time heat that was beaming down on me. Once my car was started, I turned the AC unit on before backing out of my parking lot as another incoming call began to blare from my cellphone. Fishing through my purse, while keeping my eyes on the road, I sighed in relief as my hand grasped my ringing phone. "Hello..." I mumbled connecting the call to my car speaker as I stopped at a red light.