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"There's no fucking way Gio, you think I'm fucking cheating. I'm with you every fucking day and just this once I decide to come to my apartment by myself I'm cheating, and I get that there's a photo but that's not me. I've been Facetiming Anaya since you dropped me off for fuck sake"

"Then why the fuxk are you so distant, this morning you barely even acknowledged me, something is up even if it's not cheating something is up so fucking tell me before I go crazy cause I'm thinking too much right now and I don't know" he sighs and drops in the couch

"Just tell me why are you, distant baby," he says looking up at me

Fuck I don't know if I should tell him,Anaya said to talk to him maybe I should

Fuck it

"Okay, remember when I asked you if you want kids?"

He nods and I continue "I don't know I felt some type of way, I thought maybe you didn't want kids with me or just dislike kids. But I do want kids, I saw a future with you, and I- I always wanted kids, especially with someone I want to be with. It's just your answer that blew me off, cause I do want kids, I've always wanted kids and I'm sorry if it's something you don't want" I say tears escaping my eyes

He stands up and grabs my face "Baby I'm sorry, I didn't know." he places my head in his chest and I feel his heartbeat going fast "Fuck baby, I want kids with you. I just said No because I don't know if I could be a good father figure for our child. What happens if I end up like my dad " he says grabbing my cheeks and wiping away my tears

"I'm sorry baby don't cry, my love. I just don't know if I can be a good father for a child. But I'll try, ill try to be a good father for you, I just don't know how, my father wasn't a good father and I don't want to be like him " he says trying to hold on his tears

"Gio, you will be the best father ever. Just because your Dad wasn't a good father doesn't mean you will be a bad father. You'll be a great father. You don't have to be like your dad; you can do better and be better than he ever was, and you will.I promise, plus Ima be here we will learn together" I say with a smile, a fucking relief that we spoke about this

He just grabs me and hugs me I know he has tears in his eyes "Gio look at me" I say

He looks at me and I see his red eyes and a few tears escaped "You'll be a great father baby" I say with a smile and wiping his tears with my thumb

He looks at me for a few seconds and says

"I love you" he said

"What?" I say with the biggest smile ever

"I love you" he repeats with a smile showing his dimples

I jump onto him and start kissing his face "I love you" I say

"You love me?" He asked

"Yes I love you Gio, everything about you I love" I say looking at him

"I love you so much princess" he says hugging me

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