I Write My Mind Here

So Bad

I wish you didn't exist,

Your a nothing but all wrong.

If you only knew, you don't matter at all.

You're the every complicated matrix in this system.

The only problem of my malfunctioning thinking.

I hate you to the bones that even your smile makes the storm in me strong.

I swear, no sweetness can cure how bitter I think of you.

You're just a funny tragedy, you deserve to disappear.

I want to hurt your little heart,

crumple it hard 'til you break apart.

I want to see you cry for the pain.

If this can help me push you away.

I wish you suddenly realize,

How ugly I am,

The monster of your nightmares,

I want to ruin your plans.

But how come you still want me so bad?

Loved me so bad?

Pulled me so bad?

My attention, so bad?

I'm a lost cause, so sad

How come you wanted my love?

When I hated you so bad?

I'm so bad, baby baby so bad

Even if I hated you so bad?

Why love me so bad?