I Write My Mind Here

A letter for my enemy

Dear Physical Pharmacy,

I am begging you, don't you dare embarrass me

I've been studying all those calculations

Your endless concepts that seem to not make any sense

I cried for three nights contemplating what's in me that's lacking

I blamed myself, threw all my notebooks away because of anger and frustration

God, I am so impatient right now

I gave you my efforts, sacrifice my good sleep and I had nightmares 

Do you really deserve the chances I wasted on you?

Prove it! Show it to my face that my study method is right this time

I memorized ever line but then my mind goes blank every time

You are such a frustration

Do I even need you when I finally become a Pharmacist?

I am begging you, let me pass your exam

Please.