Pt 2. No way

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Small chapter guys sorry im tired. Also sorry the beginning of the story is so different, I promise it will get back on track in the next chapter!

Although I protested Will stayed for three days, not only to get me back to reality, but to ensure Samuel didn't turn up whilst being alone. He helped me stick to a timetable of eating which enabled me to regain energy which had been spent on my thoughts. Things didn't get better, but I didn't show it. Normally pretending to be ok eventually leads to feeling somewhat normal. But I know that's just bullshit. I suppose it's not me actually feeling normal, it's more a feeling of numbness.

Whilst he stayed, I often found myself wasting away the day staring into nothing, zoning out my vision as well as my thoughts. Will didn't try to stop me from doing this. I think he knew that letting me think would undo everything he did to help me feel "normal" again. I wanted to feel numb. I didn't want to think.

Whilst Will stayed we streamed together both on my channel and his. Mine had taken off all thanks to him. When I started University, I began to stream as an escape from Samuel. He couldn't hurt me whilst I streamed. I grew an audience off the back of Will's audience and so it wasn't hard to get into the flow of it all. I'm grateful really, it's a hard community to put yourself into. With no viewers you have to persevere and keep creating content even though no one is watching, which I can imagine is demotivating. I know for sure if I didn't have Will, I would have given up. I remember when we watched that creator the other night Will had said something about him going from barely any views to then being a popular twitch streamer. Funny I had never heard of him. To be fair though, our content seemed fairly different. I was a Minecraft streamer and he tended to stick to other games, doing things called "raids". His content was funny.

The day Will left, I stayed home in bed feeling highly deflated. I decided to "doomscroll" on twitter. Oddly enough this creator happened to be trending for trolling phone scammers. I searched him up on twitch to see why he was trending on twitter. I ended up watching the entire stream, whether it was his smile that was compelling or his humour, something about him made me stay. I even decided to donate at the end of the stream.

"Ur funny" came across the screen. As the message was read by the text-to-speech, his face changed. He appeared to be shocked.

"No way! Y/t/n you're on the stream! Welcome I hope you enjoyed." And as he said this both me and him had smiles plastered across our faces.

He knows who I am?

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