Just The Way You Are

Chapter 19

Phayu POV

All of the mix bodyguards of Uncle Lian and dad, they surrounds whole place, and some entered Infront of us to check the front a head Incase.

"Clear here, sir" a guard from radio said. "Sir. A group of brawny people are currently guarding a particular place, sir" He told. "Try to clear some of them, and go find out about the girl they kidnapped" dad remarked.

"She'll be fine, son" dad tapped my back, comforting me. I hummed to him, then proceed there.

Eul POV

"Let me go, you jerk!" I struggle to break free from his firm grip, yet they're more big than mines. "Shut up!" He slapped me, and it redden my cheeks. Shia, it's just a slapped yet it's more likely like a punch. "You better keep your mouth shut or I will cut that tongue of yours" he told to scared me away.

They forced me to walked Infront of them, and If I tried to fight back by not moving they Instantly push me hard that I almost stumble ahead. I tried keep my fear hidden yet I can't help it, specially I don't know what will happen next.

I was brought in a middle of open field place, and I thought that's the only thing there yet I was wrong; the thing I feared the most was there waiting.

"Go!" A brawny guy pushes me to another guy which is small than him, he held my back and pushed me to go in the wooden stairs beside the thing I feared.

Is this the end of me? Will I died from here?

I still young to died... But I am not afraid to died... On the second thoughts, what I fear is the people I will left behind, the things I will left behind...

I haven't achieve one of my dreams yet, I haven't finished my college yet, I haven't told mom and Phi that I love them, that I already forgive them, haven't said sorry to them, never had a chance to asked for forgiveness for lying, and the most special thing is... I lost my chance to met the person whom i love and didn't judge me at our first met, I lost my change to give his handkerchief back.

I secretly laugh even if I shouldn't....

My heart crashes, and asked my self; why does god hated me so much? Why my life are miserable like this? I still wanted to live, but God wanted to have those back. A million people whose still living and working out there, to earn for living, and to live comfortable as they could with their family.

But, why it has to be me?

I smiled bitterly.

The only thing I knew is I found myself; drowning. I didn't realize that they already pushed me toward a big and deep clear tub full of water, they probably filled earlier.

Slowly... Lost my breath, my vision is unstable and blurry as well as my body, it freezes how cold the water is. My body and my mind are telling me to give up already.

Don't worry soon, I will...

For the last time; I love you, mom... Brother. And I wished I had a chance to tell you, but I guess this is the end of me.

I closes my eyes, and used my last breath to utter for the last time, and I wanted to say to the person I like- no, i loved.

"Phi'Phayu... I Love you...."

Phayu POV

"We're almost there, sir" said by one of dad's bodyguard. If we're almost there, then why it's feels like it takes so long to be there?

And... Out of nowhere, an surge of uncomfortable feeling rapidly appearing my insides. What's this feeling, I am nervous? I wished this is not what I am thinking, please God.