[and s/n= sisters name. If don't have siblings just make up a name. hope u enjoy ;3-candy-cigarettes]
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|| Y/n, was quite the individual. Too say the least, she was quiet she also befell to blindness . She would only talk if talked to type. Even when she was a child, wouldn't talk much. Hidden behind all the manners and quietness was a anxious sleep deprived lonely girl. Y/n grow up in a house of wealth and smarts. Y/n is not the smartest, compared to most. To be honest, but hay no ones perfect I guess. Y/n looks and mysterious, made her the third most adored woman. the only person who was more adored and parsed, then her was sister and mom.||
Y/N POV:
"like mom said, 'sweetness is the way to mans heart.'" said s/n. Y/N sighed "So what if ur engaged. Doesn't mean u have too make everyones problem, it's not your place tell me how to act. Especially since I'm older than you!" Y/N replied. "I was just trying to help, you're older than me, and you still have no husband... listen I heard mom talking to dad, about putting you in arranged marriage..." Said S/N. "Pff."
*Time skip its night*
Y/N sits there in her bed. 'It's not her problem.' Y/N thought. 'why does she care so much? It's my choice to push people away. ITS NOT HER PROBLEM OR BUSINESS! I don't need three people constantly pestering me... wait why would even think that I'm a terrible person. there my family, all they want is the best for me. But still why can't people just let me be. ' Y/N thought too herself. While looking down at her blankets. the. Y/N zoned out staring at the blurry mixture of colors that was blankets, thinking about what her sister said about the arranged marriage, And why anyone would care about her: 'Has my mother lost her mind, or is she just that desperate. Agh, why can't she just let me. Instead of making a burden, out of me. Now she's going to pass me off, to some strange rich boy! Am I that much of a pester to her... '"... Am I?" Y/N whispered, to herself. Y/N looked at the door that lead from her to outside. To only see, the light slipping through the cracks in the door.
|| Y/N always had problem, with over thinking. Cause her many sleepless nights. Maybe that's the way she is? Maybe her anxious personality, is the reason why she's so bitter. Maybe that's the reason,why she feels the need to push everyone away, even her own family.||
"day time all ready." I mumble, Y/N got up from my bed. 'time to go get myself cleaned up, I guess' Y/N think to myself. Y/N walks to the bathroom down the hall, and starts to heat up some water for a bath. 'this will wake me up, bath usually does the trick ' Y/N thought. Once the water was done she took the pot and poured it in a wooden bath. Y/N sat in the bath.
*time skip*
Y/N sister had help her getting dressed in a white kimono, that faded into a dusty color lavender. The kimono had a similar pattern to her bedding . And her lips painted red and her. stained a red with berries. and her up in her favorite hairstyle. just a stunning.
'Maybe I will go to my favorite book shop today' Y/N thought while finishing up her sister makeup.
After that Y/N headed out. Y/N over heard some ladies talking , about how some random train was haunted and people kept dying on it. or something, she didn't really pay much attention it. But she did find it unsettling but she didn't really go on train she thought too herself so she will fine right? Y/N finally got to the book shop while walking in her sister saw a poster for an Gagaku on the shop she snagged and put it in her bag. "Ahh, Y/N and S/N. welcome back!" The shop keeper said with an ecstatic tone. 'why the hell, is he so happy to see me? what dose he want, from me?' Y/N thought. "Um hello, I guess." Y/N bitterly whispered her reply. "oH." the shop keeper said, to himself in a little bit of a disappointed tone. Y/N got some, books from her favorite author. and returned home and sat In her room. And her sister took a closer look at, the Gagaku poster. "it said it would be taking place on 12/4, didn't I read the book she also recognized the name of the Gagaku from a book that she read to Y/N. " We shall check it out." Y/N chuckled. S/N began to, reading the books Y/N got.
Y/N started to pass out from sleep deprivation. Drifting off into a deep sleep.
*time skip to next morning*
Y/N got dressed in a white and orange kimono. And whent to see her mother. "Hello Y/N." said mother, "hello ma'am." Replied Y/N. "How about, I take you and your sister to brunch. My treat." Mother commented. "that sounds wonderful." Y/N responded. 'Why is she going to spend all that money on some one like me?' Y/N ponder.
Y/N and her mother and sister finally arrived at the cafe. they take there sets.
"What would you like?" The waitress welcomed. "I will take the usual, jade." Y/N responded.
"good, and what about you?" the waitress asked, and looked at S/N and M/N. "we will have eggs and white rice." Mother replied. "Nice !" said the waitress before sprinting off. "So Y/N?" Mother said. " Yes that's my name. What is it?" Y/N retorted, in somewhat of a joking manner. "This is serious, Y/N! Listen I'm worried about you. You haven't found a husband yet and that's why I think it's best that we do arrange marriage for you I have already talked over with your father and your sister." Mother announced. Y/N smile faded, in to a bitter grimace. "May, I be excused." Y/N said as way to, voice her displeasure in the situation. and started to get up as she dusted off her lap. "Don't get like that." Mother exclaimed. Y/N started to walk off to no where not knowing where she was going because she couldn't really see. "go help your sister." Mother demanded S/N.
Y/N finally gotten home, and immediately went to her room.
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||[ That's it for now. and if your wondering when is she going to met enmu that's going to in chapter 4 btw ok. and Gagaku is a kind like a Japanese opera except with instruments. if you wondering. Thanks for reading luv you! - candy-cigarettes]||
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