||[ since the time skip is kinda big. here's a summary of what happened in those 3 months: Y/N's family is planning to meet the dude she's getting married off to at the gagaku along with his family so ye(and I am be changing the writing style to make it more immersive)-candy-cigarettes]||
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*Time skip night*
||12/2 ||
It's a snowy night, the air cold, frigid and stale. Leaving uneasy feeling in you.
You stare at the door. The moonlight slipping through the door, your vision a blur and dark. Only being able to make out silhouettes and faint colors, of stuff around your room make you more on edge. 'What If a demon come and murder me? But maybe that's good thing. maybe if die then I won't have to worry anymore I finally get sleep no one pester me or make me feel terrib--, what am thinking.' "I d-dont want to die?" You look away and think to yourself. The second you look away, something start move around outside the sound of leafs being stepped on ringing though your head. Hairs on the back of your neck stand up, a chill goes down your spine. as you hear the floor boards creak. You cover your mouth in fear and back into corner, feeling around looking for anything on floor protect yourself. Not a single thing, you start too panic as you hear the door open and the silhouette of it move. you see a human silhouette in the door way, tears stream down your cheeks. it charges at you, it's a demon try to get away but it grabs your ankle. But as soon as think your about to die, your father hearing the clatter, came with his old konta slayed the demon blood splatter all over you up ur legs and on face all over you PJs too. "You stupid basted!" The decapitated head shouted at you and father, be fading away along with the blood. good thing father was ex demon slayer.
*time skip bc I'm tired, and the plot needs to move on.*
||12/3||
You quieter more the ever, it wasn't the first time. That you where almost eaten by demon, the same thing happened when your 6. Two Years before you started to go blind. Its must likely that by the time, your 30 you will go completely blind. But anyways... Its was rude awakening to you still...
Anywho You got a new Caine to help navigate your way around, it was kinda spinsterly rough though. But you didn't mind along you get to be independent, Off by your self more. You loved being lone but if weren't for your own thoughts. Some times you would stuck in them causing yourself to worry, for no apparent reason. 'But hey if your lone there would be no one to make you more on edge then you already are.' you thought you decided to find a somewhere to sit and enjoy the snow. Snow made it essayer to see some things and harder to see, oh well what can you do. But found a wooden bench, you finally take set and admire the beautiful white snow. Light glistening off it, 'what a beautiful site to see it really is.' you agreed with yourself, as you mummer up a small smile. Your eyes relaxed and focus on the snow, the sown was somehow confronting to you. You sat there for about a hour before getting cold. So you decided to take the scenic route home, you can just drink a shot of some type of liquor, to help you warm up once home. You walk home peacefully, enjoy the sites winter was one of favorite times of the year. You finally got home 20 minutes later, and you pour a shot of warm liquor.
'That will warm me up .' you thought to yourself and took the shot warming you up. And then you walk off to your room sit there not lot of things to do. in this sleepy Town, you sit there as your mind start to go 5-mil pre hours. As soon the worry goes it is as quick to come back, so to distract yourself you ask your mother to read you a book. Witch she replied 'yes' she read one of your personal favorites *insert fav book's name*.
*time skip*
||12/4 the day of the Gagaku||
The first two 2 hours of the day where, you getting ready. Only couple finishing touches left, like getting your fingers nails reshaped and stained them cherry red. And your fingers decorated with jewelry. After all that you, decided to make a gift for him that's the least you can do. You may not love him nor know him, but you shall be respectable. So you go to get your supplies, you find a red spider lily and blue spider lily the last one of the season. You tie it up in a bow, with blue ribbon it was quite sloppily. But you are blind so what can you do, you have your sister pack pristinely in box. You mostly walked around waiting for the noon, when the event would start.
'Finally noon.' You thought to yourself, in sort of relief way. You and family walk to the stage, and join your fiancé and his family. Your sister told which one he was. You gave him the box, with gift in side it was old box paint with flower design depicting wisteria. But to you it just looked like a lavender colored box. He took it slightly bowed in thanks and respect. And he opened you where quite surprised, he took it and tied to his Kimono. Blushed by sheer surprise, "thank you it's quite beautiful." He chuckled, you sat there in silence not sure what to say. Then he hands you necklace, "Oh thank you." You silently bowed, and handed him it so he could put it on you. He slipped over your head, and then both sat there watching the show you were more less listening to the music as your. Parents talked about arrangements for the marriage.
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||Sorry if this one was kind of all over the place, hope you enjoyed it still.-Candy-cigarettes||
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Fanfictionyou are a anxious blind girl In the taisho era who fell into a loveless arranged marriage, not wanting to live the your living. and one impulsive thought a mistake leading to becoming a demon. and finally someone to help escape the world you dread...