Normal times AU/ A Colourblocks AU

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Bonus Story ;

Red's POV:
uhh.. where am I.. I think I accidentally slept in the car.. but.. This doesn't look like yellow's car.. this looks more of.. a beach.. reminds me of the  off the seaside.. wait... THIS IS THE SEA SIDE! I sat down as I quickly rubbed my eyes before realizing... I WAS A COLOURBLOCK AGAIN? T-this was too good to be true! I started to laugh like a crazy person, jumping around. GOSH I MISS THIS BODY! I checked around to see if I could colour anything!  But of course, I remembered there isn't much red in the sea side. I sat down again, looking at the blue ocean.. wait, why is there a sea side? I didn't see anyone colour it.. I get a bit surprised as I heard someone walking near.. I turned around to see.. Blue..? ....a-and YELLOW! They like each other again! Yay!! I mean, seems like it! They were laughing and talking like they were best friends again! I feel a bit happy when I see colourblocks who despise each other get along.. it's a good sight to see once in awhile.. they noticed me and waved at me..Cheerfully.. huh? Was all of that.. just a long dream of mine? Isn't that a relief! I'm glad I could be back!

My eyes widen as I ran to them, my smile wide CAUSE I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE THEM AGAIN! "B-Blue! Yellow!" I hugged them. "Woah, cool down, Red!" Blue said with his same pun, GOSH ILL NEVER FORGET THAT! "Yeah! Why're you hugging us.. so TIGHTLY! We didn't leave you for ages you know!" Yellow laughed. My smile widens as I pulled out. "IM SORRY! ITS JUST THAT.." I started to think for my response.. I can't say something about my weird dream and  weird them out.. hmm.. "I JUST MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!" I squealed. "We missed you too, Red! But.. what're you doing here all alone?"  Blue asked. "Oh- I was napping!" I replied. "Oh! Mind if we join! we'd love to go back to times were we first ventured together!" Yellow giggled and hugged us. This didn't seem real at all! But yet it did!

Although.. this seems.. nostalgic.. I feel like this happened before.. "Look, Red! It's about to be a sunset!" Blue pointed out as I slowly snapped back to reality. "Do you want to colour it yourself?" Yellow said, smiling at me. I have SO MANY FEELINGS TO FEEL.. I GET TO COLOUR AGAIN!! I started to say "YES!" repeatedly as I jumped and.. "RED!!!" I coloured. the Sky becoming the colour red. I know it was different now, but it's great to see the old sky I MADE! we all sat down, loving the view. I was having such happy feelings until I noticed Blues face, looking a bit.. blank.. it frightened me, it reminds me of Bryxton.. "Bry.. I mean.. Blue.. are you alright?" I asked ..  he notices me and chuckled. "Oh yeah! It's just that.. Ive been thinking about space.. is there others out there? Having.. more fun than us?" He replied. This seemed.. familiar but I can't get my mind on it. "Nah! We probably do the same thing! Except we're way more excited than them I bet!" I said. "Yeah, there's no need to think about the others now!" Yellow said.  I had nothing else to say, I mean the fact it all seems so familiar made me seem.. somewhat weird.

"I understand! It's just.. I feel like that we're missing out.. and having much power than us.." what does he mean by power? I still don't understand.. wait.. still? "I don't know what you mean, Blue! Aren't we having a good time here in colourland?" Yae.. I mean Yellow asked. "Well I bet there's more to explore out there! Something different than this place where it's much more exciting!" ... This is.. wait. He's telling us he wants to leave this place.. no.. "*Don't..." I muttered, they both turned around as they heard me speak. I tried not to talk about it again and gulped.. Don't.. worry about it, Blue! What you have now should be enough!" I said. Blue got a bit surprised by my words and looked back at the sea. "Well, I guess you're right.." he sighed. "I didn't mean to make you a bit mad there Red." Wait, was my voice sounding rude? "Oh nonono! It's okay! I know how curious we can get with new things coming up recently!" I assured, I felt a bit pressured.. "I don't want to be a bad person, really." Blue said. Then, something snapped. Not me. But I realized this was the exact conversation we had before we started colouring red trees for fall.. "oh.." I mumbled. Since I controlled my dream.. maybe I just want to change one word.. I said to him.. "we...don't know for sure what bad is.. but I know for sure.. that wouldn't be you to become." .. I lied. The actual thing I said to him before was .. *you'll never be a bad person, Blue! you're the kindest colour I know!" With a smile. I don't know what he's planning on reality.. but it's probably worse than I imagine. "I- wow.. thanks! I do
...appreciate colourland. I didn't mean to sound offtone there.." Blue said. "As red said, don't worry about it! Let's enjoy the sunset red coloured!" Yellow jumped in and looked at the sunset. "Hm! I guess your right!" He looked too.. the last time I remember.. he was looking at the sea.. So .. If I said something else.. he would believe in me again.. my body in the dream started to doze off as I leaned to Blue, my eyes slowly drifting to sleep. Wait, this didn't happen? Did it? NO, I'm waking up! No, no, no! "Red, what's wrong?" Blue asked. Everything. Why aren't you real. Why are you just a fragment of my imagination. Please. Don't let me leave. I want this. No. Don't let me go back! "..I'm sleepy.." my dream self said. It seemed like I couldn't control my own dream anymore as I struggled to not doze off. "Sweet dreams, Red!" Yellow said. They- no- please. I can barely think of anything other than wanting this to be my reality. N- no no no no no no no

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I gasped, sitting down on yael's couch. I looked around and pinched myself. Realizing that this was infact reality.. I can't face anything here.

If anything, I just wanted to leave without anyone caring.

Was it my fault? Have I lost my will? Have I lost everything that completed me fully?

Have I become something I deemed to not be?

Am I a bad person?

My eyes started to tear up as I started to sob, covering myself with my hands as I started to cry intensely.

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"..Red..?"

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Ok so uh this is what I'll leave for now
I have school now hehehehhegoodbye goomies