the bad boy's broken hearted girl.

01_where are ü now?

Hi I'm Lindie Shipper. If I could use one word to describe myself, well it would be broken. My dad died just when I turned 13. I miss him so much. he loved me for who I am, unlike mom, all she wants is for me to be a normal 17 years old but I will never be normal again.

I also love to sing. singing helps me feel happy, when I sing I feel like I'm floating on top of a cloud, like I can be myself. I love Jessie J, her songs describe me, well most of them.

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"Wake up sweetie" I hear my mom whisper.

Ugh I do not feel like waking up today. Maybe I'll just act like I'm sick so I don't have to go to school. I mean all I'm going to do is get bullied by people.

The only friend I have and trust is Kate. she is probably the sweetest friend in the world. she's very overprotective about me. if it wasn't for her I probably wouldn't even be alive today. I almost committed suicide once, but thankfully she found me and slept over with me for a whole week just so she could make sure I won't try to do it again.

Kate is beautiful, when boys see her they look at her from the top of her head to the cutest shoes that she wear. She's very outgoing and alway up for fun. She has long dark brown hair and brown eyes.

As for me, I have long brown hair and hazel eyes. ugh I hate my look.

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I pretend that I'm sleeping and close my eyes tighter.
"I know your awake Lin, come on get up, I didn't have time to cook breakfast this morning, but I left 20 dollars on the counter for you." she states walking out the door and closing it.

I groan and get up off my medium size bed and walk to my bathroom.

I look at myself in the mirror and make a weird face, I hate my look.

I finally take off my one direction pajamas and walk in the shower turning the knob to warm water.

After a 10 minutes shower, I get out of the shower and grab my towel. I dry my hair real quick and start brushing my teeth. after that I walk out of the bathroom and in my closet.

I look at my clothes and pick out a gray long sleeve shirt since it was a little cold outside, blue skinny jeans, my dark gray combat boots, and a simple gray and white scarf. And not forgetting my necklace that my dad gave to me for my birthday before he died.
🌺outfit on the side/top🌺

After I put them on I walk back to my bathroom and dry my hair curling it a bit to give it some texture. after that I put on a light pink lipstick and walk out the door with my black backpack and IPhone 5c

I skip down the stairs to the kitchen and open the fridge door.

I look inside and nothing seemed to interest me so I move on to the pantry picking out a simple granola bar walking out the door and locking it.
I wait for Kate since she's my ride.

I don't have a car.

5 minutes later she showed up with her red Ford Mustang.
I slip in the car and hug her happily.

"Hey Lin" she says to me has I hug her.

After 10 minutes we where at the school parking lot.

As Kate parks her car I see Zachary Felton A.K.A 'the school bad boy'. other than me, Kate and the nerds he's hooked up with every girl in WHS (Waterways high school). He is the hottest guy in here, or probably the hottest in North Carolina. He has light brown hair and hazel eyes that kinda looks greenish. he has he's hot haircut that every girl falls for. well except for me. I can't stand him. he's not so nice to me and shows off too much. in an average day he kisses about 5 different girls. gosh that's gross.