"So this is Love ? "

Chapter 1

Feeling my phone buzz , as i sat up meaning it was time for school .. i groaned at the sound of it because i knew i had school nd work today .

i was a very shy girl when it came to stuff that had to with communication, people , everything basically , i wasnt like this before .

it started when school came in my middle school years ,other people sayin im ugly or they would take my skl lunch money .. i dont have friends in my skl theyre pretty much older than me by a year but this my last year of skl anyway .

i met them when i got jumped by these girls because i didnt have " their money" nd they helped me weve been besties ever since.

i knew i was beautiful because my mother always told me i was before she passed so i always go based of her word.

as i stopped thinking i got up from my twin size bed , making it up along as i go so i dont have to do it later

i walked to my connecting bathroom from my room going to brush my teeth. starting the shower i hurd a ding from my phone

as i furrowing my eyebrows pickin up my phone cs who would text me this early . its was only 5 :15

                         imessage
leilanny . 🥹💕

" lala , uu up ?".

"yea girl im up,wh?why uu up?"

" cs i couldnt sleep nd i know
uu be up at this time .."

" uu ok"

"
yea but wyd after skl its friday all three of us should go out i miss us tg its been mad long ill pick uu up after skl we can chill at my crib.."

"girl its been 2 days , lmfaoo but ima see cs i work double "

" ok k'àyah dont bait girl . i love you im gts ."  

" its lala nd i love uu 2 nd i wont ."

i sighed cs i really dont like leaving my house unless its work , visiting my momma , nd the store thats it but ig i derserve this its friday nd i dont do nun but catch up on sleep or my tv shows

my dad is always complaining abt me stayin in the house , but i js be 2 depressed to do anything , he say hes glad my friends came into my life , hes right cs i am 2

i hopped into the shower nd washed nd rinse 4 times taking abt 25 minutes, i noticed it was 5:40 . i hopped out grabbing my robe nd phone , throwing my clothes in the dirty hamper

walking into my cold room i went into my closet nd grabbed me a cute lil fit .
as i put my clothes on i wanted to go to dunkin so i rushed a lil but i got everything i needed nd called an uber

i went into my dad room seeing he was layed across his bed , i knew he worked really late tn i went downstairs sitting on my couch , started feeling sad because i miss my mom she passed away due to cancer almost a year ago nd my dad blames his self saying he couldve helped her

it was nun uu can really do but pray nd god said he didnt want her in pain nm .. i love nd miss her dearly

i went on instagram brushing out of my head lookin threw some stories as i put a quote on my notes nd gave insta a lil show

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i got the notification from uber saying its was os , i grabbed my keys nd tote bag nd left out .
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