"Arshi, you are just a step away from your goal now, I am pretty sure that this time you'll get highest marks in accounts.
Prashant sir praised me . He teaches us accounts .
" Thank you sir " I replied .
He nodded and I excused myself from staff room .
Yes, I know I will get good and highest marks this time in accounts , cause I dont want to ruin my result due to that one subject.This only subject resulted in low grades of mine last time .
And I dont want to repeat this thing again .Since then I started to give weekly tests to improve my performance and I think it will pay off . And sir helped me a lot with this .
I am Arshi Khanna, an introvert, rude, arrogant, strong and self sufficient girl . According to others .
But deep down I know I am not . This personality of mine is just a medium of a escape from this world .
I joined this school when I was in 6th standard.Since then , I never made any friends, cause I never wanted to .
.....I am only focused on my studies rather than these double faced people around me. That's why I try to improve even a small mistake in my studies because I know it is the only thing which may protect me in future .
I sit alone , study alone , eat alone .
Everyone thinks that I don't want to live like this but no I want to live like this only . I dont believe these creatures called human .
( Not even my parents )I hate everyone out there except some teachers and
HIM .I sighed and entered into the class which was all filled with the hustle and bustle of students, and then I saw him .
Kartik , Kartik Roy .
I noticed him while going towards my desk . He was talking to saloni so I instantly looked away .
(I am fine I am fine I am fine .)I sat on my desk and did head down .
. I am not fine . I am not . It is really very hard to see him with anyone else but I dont have any choice .I have liked him since class 6th , but now I love him . When I first saw him I never thought that I would fall for him to this extent.
I don't want to talk anyone except him , I dont want to see anyone except him , I dont want to be anyone's friend except him .
But I can't.
I always take only some glimpses of him, try to never do eye contacts cause I don't want him to know about my feelings.
Also , he likes saloni , she too likes him and the whole class know about her feelings for him . So I don't want to act as a third wheel in between them .
At least he is happy and I am happy for him . But sometimes it become difficult to see someone you like with someone else . And same happens to me . I don't want to admit
But I am jealous of her . Not just me but most of the girls are jealous of her . sometimes I think to confess to him , I know he is a good person he would never judge me for this but I know my limits . I know I can't express my feelings to him , I can never be with him . And the only reason is that decision, which my family took for me when I was a child .
The girl I am now is the result of that decision only , and I would never forget my family for this . Never .
I am not talking to my parents even. I never bring lunch box cause I dont want anything from them .
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His to Love and Admire 🥀🌟
Teen FictionThis is the first book in the series His to Love. A school love story that shows how both Arshi and kartik got feelings for each other . How they both end up with each other despite the difficulties they face in their love story . Mature content i...