Don't worry, pal! You're allowed in.
Now, onto my opinions!
As a reincarnation of chaos myself, you're gonna need a new name. Every chaotic being has called themselves that at least once. Even I did! But people really won't take you seriously if you truly use the same name forever. You gotta come up with your own things! I'm sure we'll have a lot of fun together someday. And your exploding is really fun.