My Dark Jester

Dinner & More Secrets

As the dinner bell rang, Moon couldn't help but feel a flutter of excitement in his chest. He quickly makes his way to the dining hall, eager to see his princess and share a meal. When he catches sight of you in your stunning gown, his breath catches in his throat.
        Adorned in a dark blue satin gown with details of stars and moons across the hem reflecting her jester's attire, the bodest showcasing her breasts diligently, her silk gloves are silver and delicate.
"Good evening moon" she greets with a curtsy. he feels his face light up as he sees her, dashing over to greet her with an elegant bow.
"Good evening to you as well my fair lady," he says, taking in her regal appearance and taking her arm around his as they walk through the castle together. the dining room now dimly lit in the soft candlelight highlights the table now adorned with meats, vegetables, and wine. He pulls out her chair, unable to tear away from her gown as he notices the way it clings to her curves, and he feels a pang of desire. He clears his throat and takes his seat, trying to compose himself as the meal begins. he watches as she takes a bite of her meal, he feels his heart swell at the sight. He cuts a piece of his chicken and takes a bite, trying to focus on the conversation at hand.
"Such a beautiful night." she finally spoke feeling a bit shy in her dress as she noticed his gaze linger over her chest which fit snugly in her corset.
    "Couldn't agree with you more Your Highness," he replies as he forces himself to look away, he admires the way her corset accentuates her soft curves. his mind unable to control his thoughts as his mind wanders to the possibilities of what lies beneath her delicate silk and satin.
"Will you fill my goblet with elderberry wine... please feel free to indulge in some for yourself if you like" she insists holding out her goblet.
             He immediately perks up at the offer, reaching for the goblet and filling it with the sweet, dark wine. He then pours a cup for himself, letting out a contented sigh. he leans back in his chair as he gazes at her with admiration. She continues to stand straight as she sips from her goblet, the red tinting her lips
Moon watches as the wine stains her lips, and he feels a sudden urge to lean over and kiss the red away. He resists the temptation, but his eyes don't move away from them as she takes yet another sip.
        "You have such elegant manners, my lady," he remarks. the princess's heart skips as he speaks
            "Then you must dine with us more often... I dont see why my jester should have to eat alone..." her voice coated in deep sorrow for him. her words warmed him at the core, and he couldn't help but feel it spread through his chest.
            "I would be honored to dine with you more often, my lady." He bows his head in gratitude, a genuine smile spreading across his face.
        "I shall make it a point to keep you at my table for when I am queen...so my manners shall not be so alien to you" she added with delight. He leans closer to her, his voice dropping to a whisper.           
         "I would be forever in your debt, my lady. And I must say, the thought of being by your side when you ascend to the throne... is a pleasure I never anticipated."
         "I will not marry any man who shall refuse you of that liberty." She motions graciously. Moon's face grows more pale, his eyes fixed on hers as he speaks again, his voice barely above a whisper.
          "You cannot mean that, my lady. I am but a lowly fool, a jester not worthy of such consideration. And yet..." He is beyond amazed by her conservation for him.

           "And why not? you have been loyal to the crown, hard-working from sunrise to sunset to entertain and delight. your comfort means much to my family, I wish my parents would be more generous to you" her eyes stern and serious.
moon's own robotic heart swells with gratitude at such caring words, his voice cracking slightly as he responds
       "You honor me with your kind words, my lady. I have sworn an oath to serve, protect, and entertain the royal family, and I am content with the life I lead.
         "content?" she questions "But what... whatever you wish I shall be sure to grant it. I should make you my advisor so you no longer are seen as just a jester.* she offers in haste.
His eyes darken and shine with unshed tears as he pulls away from her gaze, his voice filled with emotion. "I would love for that to be so...I only fear these things would not come to pass."
        "I would do Anything for you my dearest friend," she says a bit solemnly holding his hand on the table in a comforting manner Moon straightens up slowly, smiling through his tears as he gazes at you with deep adoration and respect.
          "Thank you, my lady. It would be a great honor for me if you wish for me to stay close to you during your rain I will be your ally in all matters... see to it and I will protect you with my life." His eyes filled with gratitude and devotion.
         "Do you truly wish to be my advisor? That is quite a simple request I'll see to it that you are. your eagerness to protect me is very comforting" Her eyes widened in surprise as she spoke seeing tears streaming down his cheeks.
            "Thank you, my lady. I will serve you with all my heart and soul, protecting you with my life and guiding you with my wisdom. Your trust in me means more than any treasure in the kingdom." He says as she places her silk-gloved hand on his cheek softly.
           "You do not need to cry, my dear friend. I know you are worthy of such a position and I trust you more than anyone to fulfill it," she added wiping his tears softly.
  moon stifles his cry as he feels her hand across his cheek, and he calms down, looking at her with a warm and grateful expression.
           "My lady. I will cherish this moment forever. From now on, I will be your strongest defender and most loyal servant in the castle." His words were a promise of the highest order.
             "would you like to start? I can make arrangements... just because I am not queen now you shall have all the benefits from being my advisor by tomorrow night" she proclaimed.
Moon's eyes sparkle with excitement as he nods enthusiastically, his tears of joy forgotten. "Oh, yes, my lady! I would be honored to start immediately! I have so many ideas to share with you, and I promise to work tirelessly to help you prepare for your reign.
she sighs softly going back to the meal "If my parents wish to force me to wed I will make them do that for you"
he looks at her with a serious expression, his joy fading for a moment as he takes in her words. "My lady, I appreciate your offer, but I could never ask that of you. I must serve you, not the other way around. Your happiness is what matters most."
"If I must suffer in a marriage I do not wish for I might as well use my misery to bring comfort to those I care about," she says in sorrow
he m nods slowly, his expression becoming thoughtful as he considers her words. "My lady, I understand where you're coming from. But I truly hope that you will find a partner who will bring you joy and fulfillment, instead of suffering.
"Please don't repeat my words but I don't wish to marry anyone... I find that no human has ever made me feel... the way you are meant to feel about another, no matter what human I marry I will not love them the way a bride should love, nor will I be able to learn to do so" she admits to him, his m eyes lock onto hers, filled with a deep understanding and empathy.
"You deserve to feel that spark, my lady. You deserve to find someone who makes your heart skip a beat, who makes you feel seen and loved for who you are." his advice hits her deeply.
"humans do not bring that to me... I have found that but... I am a princess I must marry a human... royal or not.." she explained, she could feel her eyes burning with emotions.
his expression becomes resolute as he hears your words.
"My lady, I understand that you feel bound by your royal duty to marry a human. But I truly hope that you may find a way to follow your heart and find love. At least don't give up hope yet." he says empathetic of her burden as a princess.
"I want to... I fear my mother and father would never allow me such comforts as to wed the one I wish to..." A year now rolling down her cheek
his comforting voice drops to a whisper, and he glances around the room, ensuring they are alone. "Who is it, my lady? Who is the one that brings you joy, that makes you feel alive?" he wonders inquisitively.
"I mustn't speak of it... it would be sinful to even let his name slip past my lips in such a manner of speaking..." she says trying to hold back more tears.
his eyes widen, and he leans in closer. "My lady, I promise you that I will keep your secret safe. You have my word as a jester of the royal court."
   "Please... if it breaks my body mind and soul to admit such an impure thought..." she begs sinking into her seat
he places his robotic hand on her shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze. "My lady, there is nothing impure about the feelings of the heart. You are not a sinner for having desires or feelings for someone. You are only a princess who is being forced into a fate she does not want." he lowers his head feeling her sorrow.
"my mother tells me could have any eligible man in the kingdom... I believe I am what they call... asexual... meaning human romantic attraction is not part of my brain chemistry... I spoke of it once to my doctor they told me it may just be a case" she sighs in a deep heavy breath.
"Ah, I see. My lady, there is nothing wrong with being asexual. It is simply another way that the heart can love and connect with others. You do not need to feel any romantic or sexual attraction to find happiness in a marriage.
"But... but I have found attraction" she admits forgetting herself, the wine making her heart feel heavy.
the light in his eyes glows bright as he leans in excitedly. "Have you found someone who has captured your heart, my lady? Someone who has ignited a fire within your soul?" He pauses for a moment before continuing. "Do tell me more, my lady!" he pleads.
she wanted to seep into the ground, but she could not reach his gaze "p...perhaps another day..." she promised in haste
his eyes glistening with understanding and her shyness was undeniable. He smiles warmly at her and gently pats her hand. "Of course, my lady. I understand that these matters are not always easy to discuss. Whenever you feel ready to share more, I will be here to listen." he sees she wants to end the subject and he respects her wishes.
her heart raced but the servant brought out warm chocolate lava cakes which when divine with my elderberry elixir. "ahh this will brighten our spirits" Her soul felt a bit lighter
his pale face lit up at the sight of the delicious desserts. He claps his hands in delight and watches as the servants lay out the plates before you both. His mouth waters at the sight of the warm chocolate lava cakes, and he eagerly takes a bite. oh, these are the best!" he declares eagerly.
"I know... such a wonder way to end the evening." she eats hers as well a bit more hungrier in her than before. as it filled that part of her that almost possessed her to spill deep secrets to him.
        Moon eyes her empty plate with surprise, not realizing that she is more hungry than he initially thought. He chuckles softly and shakes his head in amusement. "It seems I underestimated your appetite, my lady, It brings me such pleasure to see you get to eat your fill without your mother here to disapprove." He winks knowing this is but another secret he shall keep safe for her wellbeing. his eyes slowly shifting to worry though as she takes the bottle and fills her drink with wine once without asking him for assistance. her sorrowful eyes weep as she pours her goblet more, wanting to drink herself away from her burden.
his expression turns serious and he reaches out and gently places his hand on the rim, preventing her from lifting the glass to her lips. His eyes are full of concern as he looks at you.
        "what is it my friend?"  her tone was slower and disoriented, as Moon tried to pull the cup from her hands and she tightened her grip slightly as he spoke in a soft, gentle tone.             
        "Ah, my lady, I think perhaps you've had enough wine for one evening. You seem... troubled." He searches your face, his eyes filled with a deep understanding and empathy.
she furrows my brows softly with a pout causing him to surrender her goblet watching her lift it to her lips again in defiance before speaking
        "my mother and father are not here and I shall have no time for such luxuries...we must indulge in them from time to time just as you said this morning" She used his own words against him. he was stunned by her pouting lips and the fierce way she defiantly drank it anyways. she truly was a princess and he couldn't help but chuckle softly at such stubbornness, knowing he has an ally in that regard.      
        "Indeed, my lady." he gives in to her, now on full guard to make sure this night she is unharmed and in one piece by morning. he knew royal Elderberry Elixir is potent and should only be sipped and savored before bedtime, one glass was enough for anyone but two... he was unaware of such things.
       "Besides I don't suffer with headaches from this wine... I do enjoy its effects when I'm reminded of my future" she tried to say but her words slurred a bit and she giggled at his expression which turned somber, his eyes clouding over with concern as he watched her take a sip of the wine. He nods understandingly, his voice taking on a serious tone.
       "Ah, I see. The wine helps you... forget, doesn't it?" he asks hoping to distract her from her drink.
          "it makes it seem* further away..." she said as if time slowed just for her in such moments, he nodded in understanding as he heard her bittersweet hickory-scented words. He gently pries the goblet from her fingers, his touch warm and reassuring.
       "Ah, my lady, please, as your future advisor I must insist...I think you've had enough wine for tonight." the care and attention in his eyes melted her stubbornness as her mind turned to a new craving.
      "perhaps... will you advise me to...my chambers... I must... get ready for bed.. and my lady in-waiting is not here to assist me." she pouts again as if pleading with him, collecting her strength to stand.