Healing Broken Hearts

I Love You

~Nick~

Charlie raises his head to look at me and he smiles contently, his eyes full of so much affection. I gently hold his chin with my fingers and press a soft kiss on his lip. He sighs deeply and pushes back into me, deepening the kiss.

As he opens his mouth I slide my tongue in and he groans softly, pushing my shoulder so I roll on my back and he's on top of me. He starts kissing my neck, feeling my chest and shoulders.
"God, Charlie." I moan softly as he sucks and bites my neck gently.
"Mmmm." He murmurs and he moves down to kiss my chest, paying most attention to my pecks.

"You're so... Gorgeous..." He whispers between kisses, his lips barely leaving my skin and I'm surprised by the amount of confidence he suddenly has.
"Char, are you sure about this?" I breathe, I can't help but worry doing this will trigger him because of what Ben did.
"Very." He says as he moves down to kiss my stomach, his voice full of lust.

He kisses my hip and runs his fingers along the waistband of my boxers, looking up at me as if asking for permission. I nod my head and he hooks his fingers in, taking a deep breath before pulling them down.
"Oh my god." He breathes, staring at my erection, the tip glistening with pre cum.
"You okay?" I whisper, breathing heavily.
"I just don't think I'll be able to fit much in my mouth." He giggles.
"Charlie!" I chuckle affectionately.

He pushes on my thighs, indicating for me to open my legs and then he sits between them on his knees. He runs his hands up my thighs and I can tell he's shaking. He keeps looking at my dick and then back up at me.
"You okay?" I ask softly.
"Yeah..." He says, his voice shaking slightly.
"Char, you don't have to do this." I say gently and I was about to sit up to comfort him but suddenly grabs around the base and takes me into his mouth, gagging slightly.

"Oh, shit, Charlie." I groan, flopping back onto the bed, my concern for him overridden by pleasure. He looks up at me with a devilish look in his eyes and starts bobbing his head up and down, holding eye contact with me.

"Ohh... Fuck..." I breathe shakily.

He picks up speed, his mouth, hand and tongue working together to pleasure me. He slides his hand up my thigh and I reach down to hold it, desperate for more contact.
"Oh... my... god." I pant, squeezing his hand as I start to shake.

I drop my head back and put my hand over my mouth to stop myself being too loud, like he did, as intense pleasure ripples throughout my whole body.
"Char... Oh, Charlie." I groan louder and he squeezes my hand.

My body starts to shake and twitch uncontrollably and I feel myself getting close already. I squeeze his hand tight and he picks up pace again, almost deep throating me.
"Charlie! Oh god!" I groan through gritted teeth.

I take my hand off my mouth and prop myself up on my elbows to look at him.
"Charlie... I'm... Gonna... Cum..." I pant, my mouth dropped open, he looks up at me and watches my face as my orgasm approaches.

"Oh, fuck! Charlie!" I moan loudly and I drop my head back as I cum hard, shaking violently, gripping his hand hard and panting heavily. I hear Charlie cough and splutter but he keeps going, making my orgasm even more intense.

And then as it starts to fizzle out, I do something that I have absolutely no control over...
"I love you..." I murmur and my eyes shoot wide open and I start to panic.
"You... What?!" Charlie asks, taking me out of his mouth.
"I... Erm..." I breathe, not able to look at him.
"You love me?" He asks quietly.
"Erm..."
"Nick!" He almost shouts.
"Yes..." I breathe, feeling himself go bright red.

Suddenly Charlie's on me, wrapping his arms around my neck and hugging me tight.
"Oh my god Nick! I love you! I love you too!" He sobs.
"You do?" I chuckle, feeling relief wash over me.
"Yes! I have for ages!" He laughs.
"Why didn't you say anything?" I laugh, rolling us over onto our sides.
"I didn't know if you felt the same." He giggles.
"Of course I do, Charlie." I whisper, kissing him firmly and moving my lips slowly against his.