TW: Self-harm, vomiting, suicidal thoughts. [I gave y'all one chapter of comfort and now I have run out of ideas for comfort so here you are~ (I promise more comfort is coming soon though)]
"Welcome back home, boys!" Ae-cha spoke as she saw the eleven boys enter the house.
The Baeks nodded in reply while the Byun's gave her small smiles in reply.
"Did you guys have fun today?" Da-hee asked.
The boys nodded in reply again.
"You all must be hungry! What do you guys want to eat?" Ae-cha asked.
Seven of the eleven boys shook their heads while the other four shrugged.
"Okay...then...Are you all tired? You guys could go and rest." Da-hee suggested.
The eleven boys nodded and then the Byun's helped the Baeks to climb up the stairs and lead them to their rooms.
"Do you want us to leave or should we stay here?" Ki-ho asked.
"N-no...y-you c-can l-leave...y-you a-all m-must...b-be t-tired..." Jin replied.
"Okay, if you need anything, let us know." Ki-ha reminded, after which he and his brothers left the room.
"H-hyung...I-I w-want t-to...s-shower f-first." Yoongi spoke after the door had been closed.
"U-us t-too...H-hyung..." The other boys joined in.
"Y-yeah...I-I u-understand...I-I t-think t-there a-are... e-enough b-bathr-rooms i-in a-aunt's h-house...f-for u-us t-to u-use...s-so g-go a-ahead..." Jin responded.
The boys nodded, quickly grabbing some clothes from the dresser and then walking out of the room.
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Jin didn't really question his dongsaengs' want to have a shower before sleeping, he wanted to do the same, because, though on the surface, it seemed like other people's touches didn't bother or trigger them, but in reality, they did get bothered and triggered by other people's touches, they just never bothered to show it, because since when has anyone ever cared about their feelings? If no one cares, why waste your energy on it?
Each one of the seven Baeks found themselves standing in a bathroom each, boiling hot water cascading down their skin, it felt like they were on fire, but that didn't stop them from rubbing their skin raw, not even stopping when there were scratches starting to form on their skin. Because right now, getting rid of the traces of Sang-wook ever touching them was more important than their skin condition. Eventually, when they were done, they quickly got dressed.
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Jin was about to exit the bathroom when he noticed a glinting object in the corner of his vision. a box cutter? He wondered why that was kept in a bathroom, why it would be even needed in a bathroom, but decided not to think about it, as his negative thoughts took over him.
Unconsciously, the seventeen-year-old picked up the box cutter.
And then before he knew it, his wrist was covered in cuts.
12 cuts, for failing to protect his dongsaengs, two for each one.
2 cuts, for Ae-cha and Da-hee, because they have to spend their money on him now.
4 cuts, one each for four of the Byun's, for making them worry, making them take care of him.
1 cut, for Hosu, for the same reasons as the Byun's.
1 cut, for himself, because he was too disgusting, too weak, too pathetic, too worthless.
The cuts stung, tears rolled down his face, but despite the pain, he felt like he could breathe better.
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