I'm pacing up and down, clutching my phone in hand. My anxiety is at an all time high. Just yesterday, he told me he wasn't up to it, but he changed his mind? Am I dreaming? But I don't sleep?
Is he kidding?
I nervously type back a simple "okay". It might seem like nothing or I'm unbothered but my heart is beating so fast and my head is spinning. It's literally like a beacon of light shone right through the darkness. I sit down and take deep breaths, telling myself that it happened.
He's my boyfriend now... he's mine.
My brain tries to process this. After all, I gave up last night. I was ready to put it all behind me. But I'm happy, I swear I am. Everything felt lighter. But my fears were climbing higher and higher. I didn't want a repeat of the past. I didn't want to be hurt and trampled over again. The difference was, I trusted this man more than myself, more than anyone.
I smiled. It was time to start anew.
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Beautiful Dark Eyes
RomanceThis story involves a young woman falling in love with the most unexpected person in her life: her best friend. She's an anxious and overthinking individual who found the one person who truly accepts her for who she is. After months of contemplating...
