Beautiful Dark Eyes

Chapter 2: Unfiltered Devotion

I turn around to face my window, the sun has risen and I haven't had a wink of sleep. He has taken over my night time scenarios, it is much better than the nightmares I used to endure. Finding my phone, I send him a good morning text. For a long while I had denied my feelings towards this man and as days go by it grows and the intensity is so deep that sometimes I wonder if I'm drowning but not in a bad way.

My day starts off as it normally does: doing my chores, cleaning my room and the occasional checking my phone to see if he has texted back. The man I met during a time where I wasn't serious about my love life and messing around has now become the one man I want to see for the rest of my life. Everyday goes by and I wonder what our first meeting would be like. I know that I will be nervous as hell. I want to be as perfect as possible. So many feelings surround me, none of it negative.

My phone's notification goes off and I know it's him. He has a notification, specifically for him. I read it and my heart explodes. It's a simple good morning text but I just love receiving texts from him. I respond asking how he has slept and he knows very well that I do not sleep. The difference with this man and any other would be the interest he takes in me, I guess That's why or actually one of the reasons why I fell for him. Every other talking stage before has just been a past time because I was bored. And for the very first time in my life I have actually fallen in love.

How do I know? Every time I see something that reminds me of him my face and my heart smiles and I feel a burst of happiness. Every time we text I have a constant smile and a giddy feeling.

It is definitely something different.

So different.