Everyone says that he is an asshole, authoritative cold. Those parts are true but I prefer people to know him that way. For I don't want them to know the parts that I do.
He does have a soft side that is so charming, lovable kind, understanding and loyal. The part that I truly adore. He isn't the best at communicating but he tries and I can see that. And because of these good parts I just want to care for him and love him and nurture him. The amount of understanding that he carries for me I appreciate because no one ever bothered to try and understand me.
He also has a strong personality but the type that exudes intelligence and morality. I never have to really explain myself unless I'm talking gibberish. I am naturally a dominant woman but the way he treats me puts me into a feminine and submissive state. And that's the way things are supposed to be: a man is supposed to make you feel comfortable in your femininity. I don't have to fight to be known and recognized. He has a big ego but so do I and it's a wonder that we do not butt heads.
And there's a dark side that looks so intriguing and inviting and I just want to know more. Maybe it's because I want to see if we are on that level too... I want to know his deepest, darkest thoughts. I want to know his jealousy, I want to know his dark side because it might match mine. The little bits and pieces that I see always captivates my attention because it brings out the curiosity in me. What is going on in that head of his, I want to know. Sometimes I want to push those buttons but I do not want to push him too far.
The compassion this man carries is astounding. I always thought that men care just for themselves because that's what I've experienced all my life whether it is familial relationship or friendships. I thought that men just do things for the existence and to implement power over a woman to scare her. It is not the case with him. I feel safe, is completely weird and different because all I known my life was abuse... Actually hope that things stay the way they are because I truly and deeply love this man.
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Beautiful Dark Eyes
RomanceThis story involves a young woman falling in love with the most unexpected person in her life: her best friend. She's an anxious and overthinking individual who found the one person who truly accepts her for who she is. After months of contemplating...
