Matty

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I don't owe her anything. I'm not in debt. I'm not here to help her. But then why does it still feel like someone has ripped out my heart, and stuffed it back inside the wrong way round? I do not feel emotion. I will not feel emotion. I'm not supposed to feel emotion. And yet, I do.

I heard her crying in her room yesterday. Sobbing. It was gut wrenching. And the most annoying thing is that it wasn't supposed to be. Because she is the bad one, she is the one who ruined my father's life, she is the one who lives with the enemy.

And I- I am doing the right thing. I know I am. I'm doing it for justice, for my father, for all the people that the chief has wronged. I'm not the bad one. I can't be. Other people might not see it that way, but they just don't know the truth. All the killing and pain, that was all for the right reasons. I'm not evil. I'm not immoral. I can't be. I'm the hero in the dark. The pioneer for justice. I haven't done anything wrong. Right? 

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