CHAPTER 4 - INTERLUDE

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(So by now I bet you're all curious about how Gray isn't the one, but I'm not lying to you, she isn't.

Soul bonds is not the same magic as silly little weddings humans do.

Gods, I hate weddings.

But funerals are worse.



To prove she's not it, here's a little snippet of a letter I wrote her, one of the first times I had to say goodbye.


But, as I'm hoping we're all noticing now, it was much more of a "see you later" letter than anything.





Oh, and I write songs, so you gotta imagine it with a little bit of a rhythm, or it won't sound quite right.


Anyway. Carry on.)














All I'll ever know is constellations

So I know we are connected

And I can be patient

Til we find out what exactly that is


You have to know by now I know your secrets


Here's what I'm hearing.

Let me know if I'm wrong.

Here goes.





(I know you spin in circles.

You know I've already drowned.

I known you paint on a silver lining smile

And if i ever stop moping mauve I'll do something more than frown. )


And I'm alright biding my time because it's the prettiest hurricane off the sound

I am the lighthouse point before she hits the ground.


I want a rope not an anchor.

And maybe in time those binds will weave differently together.





But I'm in no hurry

Don't worry worry

It's not a rush


What if it's not even this lifetime we're after?

I can learn to live with forever if I have to meet you in a different home.


****** But I'm praying to god I get you this time around. *****





When I was a puppet

Namine held my hands and

She didn't take the strings

She untangled them delicate

And set it back the way it had been

And she gave me my real name

Back











Keepin me on the hook but this time I noticed

And it's your move next.

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