He saved me. (phanfiction)

Hey guys, This is my first ever fanfiction. I  hope you guy's will like this! :) It might be sad, it might not.. who knows!  (it's in the style of perks of a wall flower -like his thoughts and stuff) This is from Dan's point of view.

 As I steadily walk through the school gates I get a shiver down my back. There I face it, My worst enemy, the place that brings me hell. School. I can't even walk down the hall way without being called "fag" "queer" or "worthless" I just tell myself day after day that I only have 2 more years left at this place but then it dawns on me, 2 whole years of being beaten up, ragged around and made a fool out of. I try to tell my parents but their too busy with work, they work late so when I return home from school nobody is their to comfort me, I have been bombarded with these names most of my life, you know you start to believe them. Then the thoughts control you. You want to escape them but you can't, the only way out is cutting. I feel alright after I slice through my skin I mean I deserve it right? of course I do, I am nothing. I try to think of it that I only have 6 hours left then I can get to go home and watch my favourite youtuber ever his name is AmazingPhil, Phil Lester. I love the way he laughs he does this cute thing with his tounge and sticks it out, or the way he makes his toy lion talk by the anotations on the screen, he truly does live up to his name because is litterally is Amazing.

[sigh] As I walk towards my first lesson of the day I get stopped hah when I say stopped I mean dragged, punched and slapped by the 3 people I despise of the most Lewis, Patrick and Steve. Lewis is broad very broad much stronger than I am and also taller than I am he is about 6"5 and I am about 6"1 he has blue eyes, not nice blue eyes as his pupils covers up most of it due to the fact he is always sad and upset, not in the way that I am sad and upset, sad and upset in the way that he has to bully others me to make him feel like he belongs and that is sad really. Then we have Lewis he is also big but not strong he lets the others tackle me down first then he puts his input afterwards, I sometimes see him by himself you can see he doesn't like being by himself almost like me but not. I heard he has a rough life his dad beats him up and thats why I think he takes his anger out on me, which is sad. hasn't he heard of a punching bag? oh wait... me! And then there is Steve, the worst one of all three of them! He has loads of tattoo's up along his arm and he always wears a black shirt with the same old ruggid jeans that he has lived in for the past 2 years or so. I heard he came from a rough area where drugs and violence are the highest rate around the city. It's scary to think that he has to always and I mean always take it on me! I mean I have done nothing to them and they always get away with it, I seek help from the teachers but they worm their way out of it so now I don't tell them and I guess I suffer in silence. 

"Oi faggot" Steve shouts at me.

I think ignoring it is the best. If I respond they will either laugh at me or their punches will be harder.

"Don't ignore us" yelled Lewis, as all three of them sprinted over and pushed me against the lockers holding me up by my t-shirt making it rip

"You are discusting do you know that? the most vile gay thing I have ever come accross" Patrick says.

The words they say hurt me, but I have to act like I don't care.

The bell rang and before they ran off they all took their turn to spit on me and punch me, I fell to the ground in pain. When I finally had the strength to stand up I made my way to Art. I was 15 minutes late which landed me a detetntion. Great I think to myself as I know all of them bullies will be in there too has it practically is their second home.

I was tortured the whole day.

Haven't I mentioned I get picked on because of my sexuality, I can't help who I am? They don't seem to understand that.

"beeeeeeeeeeeep" "beeeeeeeeeeeeep" "beeeeeeeeeeep" The final bell rang. This meant I could go home and watch Phil, He has a new video up later this evening thats the only good thing to come out today. 

As I make my way home I hear someone shout my name "Daaaan get here you little freak" Not again I think to myself, I start to run. I hear them getting closer and closer towards me, I pick up my pace which  is surprising seen as that I have enough energy left in me after today.

I managed to get away. I hid behind a wall, I know not a very good hiding spot but they have a brain equivalant to a three year old. And three year old's arent very bright...

I just sit there. I sit and gaze up into to the sky; wondering why I am here and even if there is any point of living anymore.

I hear a voice, a sweet soft voice "You're hiding too?" I look around, I see a girl she has long brown hair, glasses and very nice big blue eyes "Yeah" I respond.

"Who are you hiding from?" she aks

"Oh just some jerks, what about you?" I hesitate

"My parents. They like to take things out on me when they're mad with each other, I learned from previous times before so now I leave and hide behind here till it dies down" 

"I'm sorry to hear that" I comfort her.

"Don't be, it's nothing compared to what happens to you"

Oh great she must've seen my bruises.

"I deal with it, I have to. What else could I do?" I respond

I can see a tear in her eye

"what's the matter?" 

"Oh it's just that you're so brave"

I have a big lump in my throat; is this normal?

"Nobody's ever complimented me before...I don't know how to respond?" I let out

"It's fine ---- I'm sorry i've been talking to you and I haven't even got your name?" she says

"Oh my god, im sorry! My name is Dan. And yours?" 

"It's fine Dan, oh and Lexi" 

"Nice to meet you Lexi, see you soon yeah?"

"Yeah, see you soon Dan" she then got up, patted all of the dirt from her pants and went off, just before she left she gave me a wave. A gesture to do with hands that wasn't violent. I was happy!

 I think I've made a friend. I smile to myself.

Quickly reminding myself that it's time to get home to watch Phil's video I scurried off. I had a nice night compared to the day. I suppose!

PHAN WILL HAPPEN LATER ON ~ AT THE MOMENT HE HASN'T MET PHIL OR STARTED TALKING TO HIM. HE IS ALSO 16 IN THIS BTW REMEMBER (STILL IN SCHOOL) I DONT KNOW WHERE IM GOING WITH THIS,,, I DONT MEAN FOR IT TO BE SAD BUT IT WILL GET HAPPIER SOON I PROMISE!