"Hindi ako titigil hangga't ako na ang dahilan ng 'yong ngiting, Misteryoso."
Mananatili ka pa bang estranghero?
Titigil ka pa ba?
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Geayan(🐨), a Simple closeted and quiet girl. Who studies a normal life at; Ateneo De Manila University for her st...
I was walking around the corridors, turning around. I saw some familliar figures, Athena and Sadie who were talking. I quickly approached the two, giving them a confused face as they saw i had approached them.
"Chismiss nyo?" I ask, looking at them both. "Wala wala..." Sadie murmurred, clearing her throat. I could see her elbow athena by her side to do the explaining. "Mamaya, sabihin namin sayo. Shoo shoo ka na! may classes ka pa diba?" Athena was the one who spoke now, giving me an akward smile.
"Tapos na classes ko, sige na! sabihin nyo na sakin ngayon, pleasee?" i clasp my hands together, making a prayer hand at the both of them. With a pleading face. The two taller girls sighed, looking at eachother before looking back at me.
"Wag kang magagalit?"I nodded at Sadie's words, leaning in to hear the latest gossip they had for me. "...Nanloloko daw si Geayan." Athena broke the suspense off going straight to the topic, and my jaw dropped to the floor. I looked at the two in shock, There's no way Geayan was trolling off girls/boys?
"Ha?! seryoso?!" I whisper-shouted, "Oo nga! 'di mo kasi sya finofollow sa twitter tsaka ig eh." Sadie sarcastically replied, checking her nails out and i rolled my eyes at the girl. "Well, she's been seeing multiple girls according kay Mika at Blythe." Athena stated, my Jaw dropped more. "Oh- isara mo muna," Madilyn jokes, closing my jaw back as i smacked her playfully.
"Hindi ako naniniwala sainyo," I cross my arms, looking at the three of them. "Sev, Seryoso kami. Promise, oh sige garod serious face na." Sadie spoke, making a serious face along with Madilyn and Athena.
"Yan, tas inasar asar nyo pa ako sakanya na ihatid nya na ako," I rolled my eyes. "Hinatid ka naman!" Madilyn rolls her eyes. "Stop with the joking." Athena sighed, rubbing her temples. "okay, serious. We have only one question." Athena stood up straight, looking at me with a serious look. "oh?" i raise an eyebrow.
"mahal mo pa ba si Geayan?"
i stay silent, thinking. 'aamin ko ba? o baka bigla lang mawala.'
"Syempre..Hindi! ako? mahal ko pa ex ko, hindi!" I deny, scoffing.
"yung totoo, sev." Sadie crossed her arms, raising her eyebrows at me. I was internally screaming inside, forcing myself to not say the truth. But it was hard. "Totoo, promise with all my heart! hindi ko na sya mahal. Never again noh!"
"i mean, you know what they say diba? to love is to forget." I add, the three of them giving me a suspicious look. But nodded eventually. "May point naman," Madilyn shrugs, looking at athena. "Totoo yan ah?" Athena pointed at my chest. "With all your heart?" I nodded.
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I was sitting on my desk, currently i have gotten home at my dorm. I was rubbing my temples, stressing over unfinished projects. The only sound of her steady breathing, the Electric fan in her room, and the sound of pens and pencils sketching through some papers.
I sighed, looking at the clock. Reading 10:32 p.m. I stood up from my chair to go take a quick break for a few minutes, looking at my drawers, i decided to rummage it for a minute.
I cleared out some trash, broken things in the meantine as i rummaged deep down, until i found a little box, with some designs on it. I raised an eyebrow, grabbing the box and inspecting it a bit. It was just a simple box, no design or anything.
I placed it down on my desk, clearing out my papers and pencils aside for a moment. Taking a deep breath, i opened the box. To find some polaroids...Of, a certain someone. And notes, aswell as Music records.
I grabbed a one of the polaroids.
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This photo was enough just to break my heart shatter into pieces.
Oh, my dear Gea. When will we reset everything all over again..?
