"Yes, your apology is of no use to me now" Ashish said while looking at me with cold eyes and went away from there. Why did I feel like he was talking to me?
"This was Ashish, he was also locked inside with you" Veera asked curiously.
"Yes he is" I said with a sign.
"I wish I was in your place Aaru" she said disappointed.
"Aaru why he is with you did he do something why are you looking bothered" Krish asked worridly.
"No he didn't do anything to me but I didn't do right to him" I said with quilt. Why did I do this? I had to be there with him in his bad times. And when he said that I did not search for him properly, he was right if I had searched properly, I would have definitely found him. We were in same hospital.
"Krish why did you do this?" I asked him with tears. I can't control my emotions anymore.
"You said that you looked for him in the hospital but he wasn't there but he was in the hospital" I shouted loudly at him.
People around us began to look at us strangely.
"Why didn't you look for him carefully? Do you know he was admitted in the hospital for 3 months because of me" I told him while crying.
"Aaru I am sorry lets talk outside Please Aaru calm down" Krish said while carrying me outside. Once we are outside I grabbed his colure and asked him again.
"Do you know how I felt when he told me that he became handicapped because of me. This guilt is eating me up from the inside" I don't know anything now, I don't understand anything now.
"Why are you shouting at him when it is not his fault? Look, let's go home and take some rest and think with a calm mind." Veera said with frustration.
"And I think Aaru you should stay away from Ashish from now on" what she's saying I think I have apologise him until he give me his forgiveness.
"Don't you dare talk her like that. You don't even know what she did to find him" Krish said angrily to Veera.
"See, he are still supporting you even after your such bad behavior. So stop blaming others for your mistakes" Veera said to me with so much anger. I was just stunned because she was right. I was the only one to blame here.
Why am I blaming others when everything is my mistake. I am blaming him just to satisfy myself that I am not the only one who is wrong in all this.
"Aaru listen to me, I know this is my mistake, I should have looked for him more" Krish said worridly.
"Listen Aaru he has already have many problems because of you, so listen to me and stay away from him from now on" Veera said angrily and sat in the car.
She was right I have to stay away from him because I gave him nothing but troubles. There is a lot of pain in my heart and I have to live with this pain, this is my punishment.
"Aaru please talk to me I am feeling scared you should shout at me or else I will apologize to him please just talk to me" Krish was getting worried of Aaru's silent behaviour.
I no longer have enough energy to talk about anything so I sat inside quietly and we headed home.And when we reached home Krish held my hand stopped me.
"It's not all your fault, so don't blame yourself, if someone is wrong then it's me" Krish hugged me and said.
"Please Aaru talk to me"
"I am fine Krish" I said that and went inside the house.
Looks like mom and dad have come home. I don't want to face them right now, so I quickly started going to my room.
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Complicated Dark Love
Romance"What do you think you are doing". She just said in between hard breath. There are so many emotions she didn't able to control when her two years of crush is standing just breath away from her but despite all of her emotion she knows there is nothi...
