confusion

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Kanae looked at sanemi with a soft expression and she said softly.

" sanemi I love you too but i think you love someone else, please look deep inside your heart and find who you truly love sanemi"

Sanemi looked at kanae not understanding what she actually mean. Kanae looked at sanemi's confused face and understands what is in his mind.

" sanemi, you don't love me, it's a misunderstanding you took, you should think about it, think who you truly love, with whome your story is written and who you are bounded with" said kanae with a sad smile. She love sanemi but she know he love someone else so she let him go.

" but.... Kanae I love you, i have felt this from so long...and I'm bounded with you kanae that's why you came out alive even after fighting an upper rank." Said sanemi being all confused.

" sanemi... I did but that doesn't mean we are bounded, tell me what did you actually felt when you came and proposed me?" Said kanae

Sanemi thought, he took 2 to 3 minutes to think about what he actually felt. Everyone who was their looked at both of the two people infront of them, they all also thought sanemi loved kanae but now if they think he don't.

But they were still confused who sanemi love truly, who can be that person?

Tengen who was now tired leaned to a wall watching them both, indeed he have a hint who sanemi can love but he can't truly say that person can be his love.

" I felt... Nervous(?) Said sanemi questioning his own words

" see sanemi you are questioning you words, you yourself don't know what you feel, your heartbeat don't raise, you just came and said it like it's nothing sanemi, it's not love" said kanae, she take a long breath and again continued.

" now sanemi go and find who you truly love, I can't be you girlfriend sanemi, I can't be with the one who don't love me and love someone else" said Kanae with a sad tone.

Shinobu looked at her sister being shocked, it is quite shocking for people their cause kanae loved sanemi, but now they know he love someone else but he himself don't know who.

" kya! Kanae-san don't be sad" said mitsuri, she cares about everyone, no matter who that person is, she is so pure and simple.

" don't worry mitsuri I'm okay" said kanae.

Sanemi just stood their confused about what just happened. He got rejected but he don't feel heartbroken.

If i don't love kanae then who do I love? Who can it be? Mitsuri-no she is not my type. I don't know any girl then can it be a guy? Who?-sanemi was lost in thought who he can actually love.

He was shocked with the fact he thought it can be a guy, is he gay? No! He can't be, he won't accept it that he is gay. He left from their, he wasn't angry or sad about being rejected he was just confused.

Confusion raised through his mind, he was collecting his thoughts and words that kanae said. He was walking back to his estate with confusion in his mind but then he spot someone in a distance sitting in a bench quietly watching the sky.

Sanemi walked to that figure- it was tomioka- he stand behind him. Tomioka was lost in his thoughts that he don't notice sanemi.

Sanemi who was hesitating to talk to tomioka was confused again. He was felling nervous to even talk to tomioka or say his name.

Again confusion was all he had, he stand their for a few minutes took a deep breath and finally collect his confidence to talk to tomioka.
And he still don't know why he want to talk to him he just want it.

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