Together In Thug Life

On Our Feet

3 months later Toni and I had finally got us a house and a car but our relationship wasn't as great as it was in the beginning before the Fred shit happened.Tony had began to stay out late get random calls from random bitches I ain't know and going out to the movies,clubs,and on "work trips"that he had never had before. I had began to wonder what Toni was doing was he cheating? Or was he really going out with his friends and on work trips? That was the question of the year.One day I had went to work my normal hours were 7am-6pm but I had began to feel sick so I went home early Toni was supposed to be at work. As I walked in the house I placed my purse on the table as well as my car keys I walked in the house very slowly and silently because I had heard a few noises. So I had grabbed my A47 and began to walk towards the soft noises I heard the noise under the bed in my head I was thinking "shoot to kill whatever it is kill it" I wasn't going to let someone that didn't live in my house kill me,someone I didn't even know . When I found the noise it was a bitch she was about 5'4 brown-skinned dark brown eyes and wasn't wearing any clothes I pulled her from under the bed by her hair and pointed the gun to her head as I said a prayer Toni ran in and pulled me back from the girl. "Tirra what the fuck u thinking son!" "Who Tf is this Toni " "She just a friend Tirra damn" "Wtf u mean just a friend Toni ain't just no damn friend with no clothes on" "she's homeless Tirra " I picked the gun up "bitch who are you " "my name is Jes...." she tried to talk but was crying so hard she couldn't "bitch what cho name is " "Jessica" "how you know Toni?" "We work together " "bitch what Chu doing here then so you lying bitch lie again I'll pistol whip Df out Chu" "okay okay my name is Jessica I'm Toni's baby momma our son is almost 3 years old now he never told u that?" "Bitch get out my house dont never come back here " . She tried to get her clothes but I ain't let her I pushed her out of the house ass naked I was heated more heated than I ever been before. I was waiting on Toni to go to sleep that night but he had left and never came back I was even more mad because he wasn't there for his child for 3years he was a dead beat. I understand we didn't have money but time could've made up for all of that.I Needed to sleep I needed to cry I needed to think why me.What was my purpose of life why am I still here why didn't that man kill me along with my mother and father? I was standing right there he should've took me to. Or was this just the karma that Toni was talking about? I thought he had forgave me well obviously he didn't it was karma and I hated it the state of which what goes around comes around and I hated it.