Kylie has an anxiety attack

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Kylies POV:

Ive been super overwhelmed with everything going on with the movie and all of the events for it while also trying to manage my mental health.

But, Malia being the most wonderful person in my life, shes been there for me when really no one else was and shes always there to help me.

She just gets me on another level that no other person does.

Ughh i hate overthinking and having anxiety. The two do NOT go very well together. On top of that I haven't slept in whats felt like days let alone eaten.

I start to feel this tightness in my chest, my ears start to ring, my eyes start to swell up with tears, and with each breath i try to take it feels like someone is just sitting on top of me and suffocating me.

I reach for my chest.

I begin to feel myself lose my balance i sit down on the floor.

My vision blurry, i call Malia.

*Ring*
*Ring*
*Rin-*

"Hey kylie-baby! How are you?" Malia asks

"Um, I- uh, am actually not doing to well. I feel like I- I c- cant, b- breathe. I need you to come here now. Please Lia, i just need you right now." I say as I sob

"O- Okay im on my way baby dont worry. Where are you?"

"Im at my house, please come, please."

"Okay, im almost there. Im two minutes away. Just try and stay calm and dont move ill be there soon my love i promise."

After what feels like hours had gone by, Malia was finally here.

"Hey, hey, hey ky im here dont worry! Im right here." She says as she runs over to me

She begins to cup my face with her hands and gently graze her thumb's against my cheeks. Its the most peace Ive felt all day. Her touch will always be the thing to calm my down.

As she holds me close I begin to feel my heart beat slow down and become regular, my tears are starting to absorb into my face and im definitely less anxious.

"Can you tell me whats been going on? Or are you not ready to talk about it? Its okay if your not by the way." Malia says softly

I just look at her admiringly

"Id rather not talk about it right now, maybe later. Thank you though, I appreciate it." I say

"Of course! You know I always got you!" She smiles

I chuckle a little bit and nod my head, "I know you do! And im here for you too lia!"

She just looks at me and smiles

"Do you wanna get up and go on the bed?"

"Yes please."

She gets up first and then helps me get up.

We go and sit down on the bed together, she lays down first and opens her arm's insinuating that she wants me to lay down by her

I immediately lay down next to her.

She starts to lightly massage my head with one hand and with her other hold my hand while caressing it with her thumb.

And we just sat for hours talking about all sorts of stuff.

Eventually we both fell asleep in each other's arms.

And for the first time in a while I had felt joy and peace. Malia was my home in human form.



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Ahhh im so sorry! This is lowkey kinda bad 😭 but im gonna keep writing and see how it goes!

Remember babies - fuel your bodies with food and water! I love you, but Jesus loves you more 💌

If i dont write another one tonight Ill try and do it tomorrow! 🙏🎀😛

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