Jealous 2: Dreamland {COMPLETED}

8. Trapped in The Kingdom

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Beyoncé POV

"I promise I didn't do it on purpose." Megan said in complete defense mode since I accused her of trapping me. That was an amazing defense.

"Then how did you know I was pregnant before today then?!" I yelled getting more upset. The red flags are waving and I keep ignoring but this is too much.

"Your nose is spreading BeyBey. Your hips are too. Not to mention you don't let her pull out and we fuck unprotected. Do you not want a baby with us Mami?" Tati asked as she cuddled into me more. She's trying to manipulate me, she's in on it.

"You knew too. You're in on it too. I can't trust yall." My voice cracked as a tear dropped from my eye.

"Ms. Knowles would you like me to call security?" The doctor asked.

I looked at Megan and she honestly did look sincerely upset. But can I trust her? She knew and didn't say anything. So did Tati, but I can't be as mad at Tati as Megan because Megan is the one that did it.

"No. Megan go sit in the waiting room." I demanded. She nodded and immediately left.

"Now please fill me in with everything going going on with my child." I sighed.

"Well you are officially 10 weeks pregnant. From your tests we ran you only need to relax more, cut out the stress, and drink a lot more water. Other than that everything else looks good. I will suggest checking in with your OB every week and a half to two weeks."

I nodded taking everything in. I'm really pregnant. Shit is crazy.

"I'll bring in a few pamphlets for you to educate yourself on motherhood. Do you have any questions?" I shook my head no since I was still stuck.

He nodded and headed out. Kelly looked over at me and Tati who was still laying on me. I wasn't really mad at her but I am looking at her different now.

"Tati why didnt you say anything." Honestly I was hurt.

"BeyBey on the real you have an eating disorder. I watched you look in the mirror one day and you saw a few pretty as stress marks and you didn't eat dinner that day. You didn't know I noticed but I did. I notice anytime you start filling out, you stop eating. That's not good for you. We've both gone through it before so trust me when I say I know what it looks like.

I wouldn't have been able to come to you and say, here take a pregnancy test. You would have asked why and then when we would have told you you have pregnancy nose and your hips were spreading, you would have become self conscious. We didn't wanna mentally stress the baby or you out. We completely understand this is your body and we will respect your decision but please keep in mind this is just as much our child as it is yours and we hope that you will discuss your decision with us before you make it. Not so we can stop you but so can be informed about how to move forward. You get where I'm coming from love?" 

She has several points and they kind of put me at ease. They have good intentions just bad ways to execute them. Im still looking at them sideways though.

"I see where you're coming from. But just with everything going on lately, I'm starting to look at yall some kind of way and I don't wanna do that. I feel like we need better communication. I thought about what yall said and I can agree and I'll quit my job but I wanna start my own clothing line immediately. I now have a child to provide for so I'm not playing no games with yall or nobody for that fact. You get me?"

She nodded and kissed my cheek. "I know we stressing you out mami. We gone get it together, Bey. I love you mami."

I sighed, I have to really calm down and stop popping off so fast. "I love you more Tati."