Chap 4

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JUSTINS P.O.V

I watched as star walked into her little house. Her mom was standing on the porch giving me a death glare. She thinks I'm a bad influence on star and im too old for her. Well I've done bad things in the past but.... Let's not get into great detail. And I'm I'm 19 but she's 16. It's not that big of a difference! Well whatever.

I begin to drive again in my silver eclipse. Star and I don't live too far from each other. I turn down a few roads and stop and my small house. I lived with my mom, my little sister jazzy and my dad. Well my stepdad, my dad... He passed away when I was about 10.

I open my car door and slam It shut as I walk up my driveway.

I get to the door and shove my key in the lock to open it. I open the door walking inside of my house.

When you enter my house it's a small living room, with white carpet, Carmel colored couch, a tv hung on the wall with a table next to it.

Yeah, judge me. I live at my moms house and I'm 19. Oh well.

I hear faint yelling coming from my mom and stepdads room. Their always fighting, it's so fucking annoying.

As I walk up the small set of stairs towards my room I feel my phone vibrate. I slide my phone out of my back pocket.

I read whose calling and my lips instantly curve into a smile. It's star <3

"hey shawty" I say as I answer the phone and walk into my room.

'hey justyyy" stars angelic voice rang through the phone

"what's up" I asked

" not much. Emily my new stepsister came over! Ugh I have to show her around the house... Well gotta go justy wish me luck with this Emily girl" star said

"she can't be that bad. Well good luck love you star"

"love you too"

I hung up the phone and went into my room

My room was messy and there was trash and shit all over. I kicked around piles of clothes to get to my bed. I sat down and looked at the pictures on my wall.

The pictures i had just put on my wall this morning. It was my dad and I... Damn, I miss him so much... I didn't even get to say goodbye.

I felt a warm tear roll down my cheek as memories flooded my head.

Star didn't even know about my dad. I've never found the right time to tell her... I always choked on the words. She thought my stepdad rick was my real dad. But nope hes not. I need to tell her about my dad soon..... I've been bestfriends with her for around 3 years. I just... It's hard for me to tell anyone. The only one who knows is my mom, my little sister jazzy, rick, and my bestfriend avan. But I've known Avan for much longer then star....

I need to tell her soon.

But I hate showing my feelings to people. I hate it.

I've had a hard life. I've gotten into drugs, alcohol, I even used to be in gangs. But I feel like if I tell star she will never loook at me the same way again...

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Hey guys! Heey_itsbrianna wrote this part . Just to let u know Justin isn't famous in this and his dad isn't dead!!! Lol hope u like it

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