stars POV
"No, im telling you...Shes probably going to be evilll!" I said bitterly to Justin over the phone. "Oh relax, babe, she might not be that bad." Gosh I hate it when hes right. "But-Star! Come meet Emily!!- Well im getting called by the devil herself, bye." "Ill be there in the morning to get you, bye, love you." "Love you," I snorted and hung up. I walked down the hard wood steps and saw a girl. She was quite pretty but I didnt want to think about that, I have to hate her. "Um Star... why dont you give Emily a tour of the house?" My mother and i both knew it wasnt a question, it was a demand. "Whatever," I rolled my eyes and went back up stairs, knowing she'd follow me. I didnt really want to show her around so I just went to my room. Okay well scratch that. OUR room. I rolled my eyes at the thought. I saw Emily walk in and look around. She looked at my memory board full of pictures. Me and Taylor, me and Justin, me and my brother, me and my dad. My mom never liked taking pictures, so she stood behind the camera. Emily stood there looking at one specific picture. Justin and I, I was kissing his cheek while he was making a cute face. Haha. I remeber that day like it was yesterday. *FlashBack* "NO! STO-HAHAHA-PPPP!!!" Justin was tickiling me on my sides. "I will if you admit it Starrrr" He read my jounal, wich said that I had a crush on him. That little snooper! "NOOOOO-HAHAHAHAAHAHA" I squeeled as my birthday hat fell off. It was my 14th birthday. The best birthday ever. "Admit it Star i wont stoooop," That nugget! "JUSTIN!!!!" I screeched as he kept tickiling me. "Oh so you want to screem my name? Dirty dirty girrrrl," Justin teased. "E-EE-EEWWWW!! AHAHA! OK FINE JUSTIN, I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU!!" Finaly he stopped tickling me. My eyes were still closed shut while I tried to stop the dizzyness I was in. I felt hands grab at my waist and lift me up. I clutched onto them to make sure I wouldnt fall and opened my eyes to meet a gorgous pair of brown eyes, belonging to Justin. My bestfriend for the past 2 years. He was smiling. Wait what? Why was he smiling? "What?" "Star, I may be 16 and you may be 14 but, I- I like you, alot." I was shocked. Stunned. I couldnt move. Mostly because he was holding me but also because I was so happy. He looked at my eyes then my lips, then bac to my eyes agian. He wanted to kiss me. I couldnt kiss him though. I never kissed before and im not going to on video. His mom Pattie was filing us, I love her like shes my mom. I quickly went in and kissed his cheek. *FlashBackOver* I felt my cheeks hurt. Thats when I figured out i was smiling like a goobernut thinking about that time. I looked over at Emileys bed and noticed only her bag sitting there. At least shes not bothering me. I walked out of my room and heard talking down stairs. I followed the voices and ended up in the kitchen. She didnt tell me about dinner, really? I made my way over to what ever was left and found nothing but a few cold noodles. "Mother, wheres all the food?" I questioned her. She turned away from them looked at me with fake suprise, "Oh hun, I thought you were only eating breakfast now? Since you fight wit me all the time about you being fat, when ur not hunny." She started to smirk. I never said that! "I never said that," I shifted my posture trying to keep my cool. "Keeping your cool sweety? Good, I should tell your anger manegment counceler that your doing better, not throwing things, cursing, putting down your self esteam, good job honey." WHAT THE F***?! I wanted to hurt her right now and right here. Shes not sopposed to tell things like that. She just embarrased me so badly. I walked up to her and put my hands around her neck without squeezing. "You tell her that." I said and walked back up to my room. I plopped onto my bed and covered my self up with my splattered blanket Jordan got me for my 12th birthday. Thats the last time I saw him. He left me to fend for myself on my birthday. To satisfy my anger I popped in my ear buds. Shuffling through my pandora i finally found a song that I absolutly love, by 10 years. I turned the volume up and closed my eyes. Humming the lyrics I blocked everything around me out.
change my attempt good intentions
crouched over
you were not there living in fear
but signs were not really that scarce
obvious tears
but i will not
hide you through this i want you to help.... Soon I fell into a light slumber.
HEY GUYS!!!!!!!!!!! this chapter was created by katerzkisses! woo! anyway hope you like it! also the song is called Wasteland by 10 Years thanks for reading our story!!! much love! :)
