Every f****** thing you say to me destroys my brain immediately.
I don't want to dance I don't want to sing I'll just be sleeping until spring because there isn't a f****** little thing that keeps me alive or awake, I'm just a piece of fucking cake.
I wish I could ask for help but every time I try my head starts a fight and I lose it every time... I'm losing too much time...
I'm running and falling and screaming and crying but no matter how often I try I won't be dying.
I mean I cant say that I'm okay because I don't want to lie.
And I cant say I'm really bad because I don't really wish to die.
I just want those f****** voices to finally shut up and stop talking such a crap.
You're f****** keeping me awake my body burns and flames every time I remember the spots you touch me and I couldn't stop feeling miserable and I still can't.
I wasted so many pens for you.
I wasted time and patience.
I wasted my mental health and I fucking wasted my life.
Well, I forgot how to cry because of you even if I cried so much because of you.
I have so many feelings inside me and I can't let them out.
I fucking hate you.
I hate everytime you told me you loved me.
I hate every spot on my body you ever touched.
I hate my eyes because you looked at them, my brain can't forget your fucking frame.
