PAST
A new life, a new beginning as they say;
They say that as the new beginning start,
you should probably let go of the past
but can I really let go of 'that' past?
As he basically carved out my heart painfully
leaving all kinds of scar that cannot be undone
As he gripped my heart suddenly, pains starts to emerge
I thought it was normal, well it was not.
I have tried every possible way for him to stop
I've tried to let go, Ignore him, or just to forget him
But he always comes back... always.
Is this okay? Am I normal to begin with?
I don't know, I can't know anymore
heck I don't even know myself anymore
Is this karma? Did I go too far this time?
Can I still recover from the pain I've suffered?
I hope so... I really do
I want to stop this,
But it looks like I'm trapped
Trapped in the same box of pain everytime
I hate this... I hate everyone
I hate him... so, so much
I hated me too, so...
I ended it.
PAST
August 6,2024
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whispers of melancholy
Poetry"Welcome to my collection of tragic poems. Within these verses, I delve into the depths of sorrow and resilience, exploring the poignant beauty found in life's most profound tragedies."
