An Absolute Lie

Chapter III

"Akashi. I can't. I don't. I won't. No. Never. "  I said. I still can't agree with him. He always thinks he's absolute. He thinks I will do his orders. He thinks he can control me. No way!

He still keeps on walking leaving me behind while me, gritting my teeth and clenching my fist. 

"Argh! I hate you!" I shouted. That's my last. I will never ever going to talk to him again. I really hate him. I turned around and walk away. I need place where there's no Akashi. I need place to ease my mind.

I was turned aback when someone grab my arm that make my head bump into something hard. I can smell a good aromatic scent. It belong to him.

"Ouch! Stop it Akashi! You're hurting my arm." I said while trying to break free from his grasp. But instead, he tighten it. I look around him. I froze. I can't move. He's angry. He sorrounded by dark aura. He's so scary. 

"I thought I had told you. I am the absolute. My orders are absolute." He said with high authority voice. It sents me chills to my spine. My heart ache and I clutch my other arm to hold it. I feel like I'm on verge of crying. Damn it, Akashi. You're always hurting me. You never failed to hurt me. I'm always broken when it comes to you. Didn't I sufferred enough that you make a comeback to make me pay for it?

"Stop! I hate you! I hate you! You think you can orders me! You think you can controlled me? I hate you. I don't want to see you again. You're always hurting m- hmmp" 

Soft lips covered mine. His lips were on mine. He crashed his lips over mine firmly, giving me no time to dodge his kiss. He put his hand on my waist and the other hand on the back of my head. He deepened his kiss and I feel like I'm drowning to his kiss. I'm lost. I even closed my eyes and savored this moment. My mind is blank that I didn't notice that I put my arms around him. His kiss is so tempting. It was like I'm trapped on maze and couldn't get out. 

Before I can even give in to him I opened my eyes. I struggle, hitting his firm chest. It's wrong. What are we doing? This is my first kiss and he just stole it. 

He's holding me tightly that I'm having hard time to escape. Struggling is worthless. I just let him do what he wants. I stop hitting him and again he made me cry. Tears form and fall down to my cheeks. I remember him.

 He stopped kissing me. He looked to me. His eyes is so warm. It shows guilt.

"Sorry."  

He turned around and walk away. Leaving me here sitting on the cold, hard ground. I'm so shocked. His voice keeps on ringing on my mind. Is it real? I'm so speechless.