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8-Dont worry baby

Anastasia

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The drive back to the house was unbearable

Mateo was looking out the window in thought

I felt like a kid in trouble at the principals office

I felt as it was my only escape out of the situation I was in and I feel as thought it was the wrong choice

We arrive shortly at the house and Mateo doesn't take my hand to lead my out he just leaves and goes straight for the house

I feel like crying, I feel so bad and I feel like he's mad at me and I don't know what to do

I'm scared

I slightly job after the man to keep up

He goes inside without a look back

He keep walking and I keep following him i feel like I'm obligated to

We enter his office upstairs and it's silent other then the sound of him pouring his drink

It's so silent that I need to fill it

"I'm sorry I don't know why I did it I'll never do it again I'll do anything to make it up to you just please don't be mad, I've never ate that much before and it was overwhelming and I was overthinking please I'll do anything but please don't punish me-" I speak fast and ramble on and on until his words stop me

"Mad at you? Punish you? Why would you think I would punish you?" He speaks gently with confusion

"Uhm I don't know..."

"Come" he says sternly

I follow him out down the hall to his bedroom

He closes the door after me and im standing awkwardly in the middle of the room

He downs his drink and loosens his tie and takes off his blazer

He sits on the bed and looks at me

I take the invitation to sit next to him

"I want to understand you Ana, I want to know what they did when you were home, I want to understand why you are the way you are, I apologize for making you feel as though I was forcing you to eat, I just didn't know the problem was to this extent" he says in one breath staring into my eyes

"I don't know, every since I was young my mother always taught me to watch my weight and what I eat I just did what I was taught to do" I say timidly

He looks at me waiting to go on

"If my mom caught me eating too much when I was younger she taught me a way to loose the weight fast and well, that's what it was if it wasn't working out" I say

And he hears me, like he really hears me and no one's ever done that before, I feel heard.

"But you need to understand that your mothers not here now, and I find it so fucked up you had to grow up with that, you don't deserve that because all I can see if perfection, your underweight Ana, and that can't happen"

I nod hearing him out

"I know what your thinking is different but you need to put some weight on not off, your gorgeous and you can't be treating yourself that way anymore and I'm going to do everything I can to help you hermosa, well take it slow bit by bit" he says with soft eyes back at me

I nod again

"Well talk about the punishment thing later, I'be been called into work in an hour, I'll be home late so please get some sleep and make sure you eat some dinner , I'll have the chef prepare you a balanced diet okay?"

"Yes , thank you" I smile and head out the room.

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                            AUTHORS NOTE

this was a shorter chapter but it's five am and I'm tired so I'm ganna go to bed 💕❤️

By babes I'll try to update my other story tomorrow night too