Everyday Life part 2 (poems)

big joke

It seems like no matter what I do or say anymore I can't make anyone happy not even myself
Sometimes I fool people and act like nothing gets to me and that I'm just fine like a Georgia peach
But am I really?
Its all just a big joke
When I finally try to talk to someone of how I feel they tell me well your not the only one. And I should not let it get to me
Its funny!
I listened to them and I care of how they feel
that they are putting up an act like its one big joke
I have got news for them Im tired of being the joke the laughing stock you might as well say
Feels like I'm useless to them and if that's the case
Then why are all of you want me to be part in your life?
So can you tell me?
I'm tired of feeling bad for everything I done and couldn't do
Don't you all know no one is perfect?
Yall know I do my best at what I can do yet trying doesn't mean anything these days