decipher

epilogue

matt and i had been dating for 8 months now and i knew i loved him. i dont know if its too soon or not but i do. he has helped me thrive a lot these past few months and i really think he is the best person ive ever been with.

i want to tell him how i feel today, because i dont think i can wait any longer. im scared ill just accidentally say it and i dont want that. so i decided to visit him and tell him while we were alone. his brothers were at a party but since we had plans he didnt go, he didnt want to go anyway.

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we were at his room and we were talking about a case i was working on, he was really intrigued in my stories all the time. i dont know if its interesting to him or he just wants to make me happy by talking to him about my job.

"...but i don't believe him. i think he is lying but i have to find evidence so ill go look with my team tomorrow. what about you? did you film any videos today?"
"we did, we filmed a car video. i missed them to be honest."
"i love car videos! you always get interrupted and i can finally hear nick and chris talk!" i joke as he starts tickling me again, he found my weakness that night..
we joked for a few more minutes and then decided to cook something.

"what do you want to eat?"
"everything's fine i dont really care" he says and holds my waist from behind as i look through the fridge for something to cook.
"hm okay ill make pasta since i know you enjoy my recipe too much"
"hm okay" he says and kisses my neck as i try to make the sauce.

the whole time i was cooking he was behind me and teasing me. after i was done, before i can get our plates and serve our food, he turns me around and i squick from the sudden turn.
he kisses me slowly and i feel a change in this kiss. usually, when we kiss, it feels very passionate and urgent for more. now it feels sweet and lovely, i feel like i love him more and more by every second. i have to tell him now, i think its the perfect moment actually.

"i love you" i mumbled against his lips as he pulls away, shocked.
"what?"
"i love you. and i do not regret saying it. i dont care if you love me or not, i just wanted you to know that i do. and i couldnt be happier that youre in my life." i truthfully said and pecked his lips.
"no no i love you too."
"what?" i was the shocked one now.
he laughs, kisses me again and says,
"of course i love you idiot. i was just shocked because you beat me to it. i wanted to be the first one that says it" he whines to light up the mood and i laugh at him.

"oh shut up.. now lets eat because im hungry as fuck"

we eat and then watch a movie, waiting for his brothers to return.
matt ,however, gets a text from nick saying that theyll stay over there, in case him and i want some privacy. they always think about matt and i. and i love them for that!

he smirks at me and i laugh as he starts to kiss my neck and lift my shirt.

"god i love you" he says before smiling and kissing me.

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last chapter!! it was short i know sorry! but i swear the last chapters are so hard to write! i was running out of ideas so..
anyway! did you enjoy this story?? if you did leave a vote or comment and tell me about it! i have another story if you want to read it! its called 'accident'.
bye!

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