Oh baby, understand that you never really cared, realize, you just wanted attention.
I can't talk to you right now and I don't want to. I know I will end up destroyed, more than I already am. I don't know what you're thinking with the message I sent you, nor do I want to know, but I do know that you'll probably never read this. I can't blame you, my heart is stupidly weak, I know you won't do anything about what I said, you couldn't say a word after that.
I'm already tired, I want to be alone, even though my heart doesn't want it.
I'm tired of taking care of you, I don't want to mention a word of that. I loved you in such a stupid way, now I know.
Liar?
Have your words ever been
lie?
That's what I feel now.
....
I do not want to talk about that.
