Dear Heart... At First (On Hold {Starting from March 2025})

~Tortured💔~

Saans hairan hai
Mann pareshaan hai
Ho rahin si kyun ruaansa
ye meri jaan hai
Kyun nirasha se hain
Aas haari huyi
Kyun sawaalon ka utha sa
Dil mein toofaan hain
Naina.. thhe aasmaan ke sitaare
Naina.. grahan mein
aaj toot'te hain yoon
Naina.. kabhi jo dhoop senkte thhe
Naina.. thehar ke chhaon
dhoondhte hain yoon
Juda huye kadam
Jinhone li thi ye kasam
Milke chalenge hardum
Ab baant'te hain ye gham
Bheege naina..
Jo saanjhe khwab dekhte the
Naina.. bichhad ke aaj ro diye hain yun
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Author's POV
Another day started and the sun started peeking through the curtains to see the cute soon-to-be family...
Riddhima was awake and was carresing Jaanvi's hair which made ber snuggle into her mumma's chest...
Riddhima smiled and pecked her forehead..
Shivansh had already left for the office because he had an important meeting to attend...
Riddhima woke up and stretched herself and went to the washroom to do her business..
She came out after taking a bath only to see Jaanvi yawning and rubbing her eyes...
She went towards her and pecked her forehead and said, "Good Morning my bacha."
Jaanvi replied, "Dood Morling Mumma."
(Good Morning Mumma)
She smiled at her and told her to go and take a bath..
Jaanvi came out of the washroom and went with her mumma down to eat breakfast..
Riddhima went down and touched Vishal, Vinay and Sonali's feet and said Good Morning...
They all smiled and touched her head and replied good morning..
Then she went to Samar and Disha and ruffled their hair and said, "Good Morning Bachas."
They replied in union and hugged her, "Good Morning Bhabhi."
She smiled and served them breakfast..
She ate and fed Jaanvi Breakfast as well...
She told Sonali and Vinay that she is going to drop Jaanvi to school...
She dropped Jaanvi to school and
came back home...
She was engaged in making lunch as per everyone's likings...

After 3 hrs she made everything and she told the servant, "Aap please table set kardijiye meine khana bana diya hai."
(You please set the table, I have already made the food.)
They nodded and Riddhima went to pick up Jaanvi from school..
Riddhima and Jaanvi came inside the house and Jaanvi ran to hug her family members...
They all hugged her and kissed her cheeks...
Riddhima took her to the room and made her change her clothes..
They went down for lunch...
After lunch, Jaanvi was busy playing with her Chu and Bui...
Sonali and Vinay were busy watching TV and Vishal had slept...
Riddhima was sitting in their room and reading her book when she got a call from the person who hated her, "HER MOM"
She picked up the call
(R-> Riddhima D-> Damini)

R-> H-hello.
D-> Come to the house in the next 1 hr and make sure nobody is there with you otherwise the consequences wont be good.
R-> O-okay
D-> Good.
Call Ended

She got ready and went down..
She told Disha and Samar that she has some work so she is going...
Samar told that he will come with her but she protested and he finally agreed...
She reached her house and went in fidgeting with her duppata...
She asked them, "Y-you guys called me, what happened?"
Damini came and slapped her and said, "We told you to quit singing right, then how dare you again start uploading?"
She replied confidently, " Its my choice not yours, and i wanted to continue it."
She pulled her hair in a fist and told her, "Bohot Zaban Chalane lagi hai. "
That's it they pulled her harshly in the store room and started beating her mercilessly with the belt...
After an hour of beating, she tried getting up and wore her duppata and left for Singhania Mansion....
She entered home and came while limping..
Her vision was getting blurred...
"Bhabhi aap finally aagaye, Bhai kabse-"
She saw Riddhima in a miserable state and she ran towards her and held her but it was too late and she had lost consciousness."
"Bhai, Samar, Maa, Papa Jaldi aaiye." She called them all loudly..
They all came running and saw Riddhima...
Shivansh ran towards her and saw bruises all over her body, her kurti torn from her sleeves...
He carried her to the room and Called the doctor immediately...
All of them had tears in there eyes when Kanishk, Nandini and Ishani also reached there...

Yes, Ishani also returned back but she is living in her own apartment independently earning money.. She broke all her relations with her parents after what they did to Riddhima.

The doctor came outside and said, "Mr Singhania, She was badly beaten up and the bruises are fresh which will take time to heal...
And also one very important thing, her bruises will definitely fade away but these moments of her getting beaten up or being abused will never fade away, you need to give her as much as love as possible as that can only heal her mind.. I would require you too come to the hospital so that we could run a few basic tests."
He nodded, and the doctor left...

Jaanvi came crying to Shivansh, and He took her in his arms and hugged her tight while tears also started falling from his eyes...
Jaanvi said, "Papa kya hua mumma ko, please unko bolo jaldi theek hojaye, i want my mumma back."
(Papa, what happened to mumma, please tell her to recover fast.)

Shivansh nodded and said, "Jaanu, come ill make you meet mumma."
They both went and saw Riddhima sitting with her knees brought up to her chest and her face lying on her knees..
She was so lost in her thoughts that she failed to notice Shivansh and Jaanvi...
Jaanvi stood there while fidgeting with her fingers and said in a slow voice, "Mumma,"
Riddhima looked towards her and Shivansh and smiled faintly.
She looked towards Jaanvi and said, "Jaanu Mumma se milne nahi aayegi?"
(Jaanu won't come to meet mumma?)
Jaanvi ran in her arms and cried..
Riddhima also cried while taking her in her arms....
Jaanu asked her, "Mumma ale you otay?"
(Mumma, are you okay?)
She nodded and kiseed her forehead...
Jaanvi left both of them alone.
Shivansh stood there and looked at Riddhima with tears in his eyes....
Riddhima immediately got up and went to him and wiped his tears....
He stood hugged tight, and she reciprocated the hug as well....
She knew Shivansh would destroy them, but she already had other plans...
She told him, "Shivansh ji aap kuch nahi karenge unhe, ab jo karna hai mein karungi, not as Riddhima Kapoor, but as Mrs. Riddhima Shivansh Singhania..
CEO of Kiki Events & Co. I promise you they will face the consequences and will sulk in the jail. And talk about the truth, i will tell you all tomorrow, please gather all of them in the hall tomorrow morning and i will tell you all about my past."
He nodded and asked her, "But jaan, what is your plan?"
Riddhima smiled and said, "You will see that soon."
He nodded and was feeling proud that finally Riddhima is standing up for herself...
They both went towards the bed and slept peacefully in each others embrace...
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Author's Note

Heyyy Guyssss,
How are you all ?
We reached 100 readers yesterday and today we are almost about to reach 150 readers...
What on Earth is going on...
Well i am already traumatized after my tuition learning about Reproduction and when i opened Wattpad i was more traumatized to see us almost about to Hit 150 reading...
OMGGGGG...
I cant thank you guys enough for this..
Well you all might get another chapter tomorrow. MAYBE IDK😏
Anyway enjoy this chapter...
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