" I,m fine "
That's what I say,
How are you ?
"Oh yeah I,m fine "
No, no, I,m not fine im dying,
I miss you, I miss that you actually cared about me, I miss you for who you are. Telling about God was amazing, I,m alone again on the journey, I don't have anyone.
Yes there saying that there here for me, but I don't want there help, only you understanded me, I found myself back, I finally got my joy back. And there you came.
I,m gonna break up with you...
Cut, not 1 not 2 not 3 not 4,5,6,7,8,9,10.
No billion pieces....
Billion pieces of my heart, I got broken, I got lost, I got destroyed. Standing in your arms falling, I lost you, not only you.
There I was standing, sitting, crying.
Still crying, dying, broken. I wanted to scream, nothing came out, I wanted to yell, nothing came out. I,m in so much pain, o don't think you will ever understand. You seemed to be fine, and that hurts me even so much more. Why did I ever desvered this ?
Why did i deserve so much pain ? Why did you gave me that ?
So many questions, but you only read and then leave. I,m glad you do, I told you to that, your starting to not care, your making distance. I,m glad your doing that. I deserve this pain Why? Idk but I do.
I don't know if I was making you feeld love or not. You treatend me so good, and then our nothing this came. You said a lot yesterday but I didn't hear anything. I was in my head, I got so many questions. Too much, writing this is maby better. But it's not gonna change anything
