I feel so alone, like no one understand me, and to be honest I,m getting worried about myself too, I just can feel that my body is tired of fighting, tired of surviving. I,m holding on for life, but I,m hurt and I can't take it anymore. I,m trying to stay postive but I,m thinking about him the whole day, i,m fucked up, I want that someone just hug me tight and feel safe, i,m exhausted.
I know i need help but I,m afraid ti talk and puhs it away, I already did that one time, I,m tired of living but scared to die. I,m hurting myself and I feel bad, I,m a broken hurted person that Is holding in to life. How can you love a person like that, I,m the unhealthy's version of myself.
Why did you hurt me so much, after 4 months I was still not good enhiug for you, and I still love you the same even tho you don't love me, that shit hurts me so much that I,m so exhausted of living, even breathing hurt.
