I really hope this whole time period switching thing makes sense to you guys... I don't want to be confusing.. lol anyway I love writing this story :3 Here goes chapter 4 ~SheilaMHoran
*Present time (Destiny in the hospital)*
Why does this seem so familiar? Why can't I remember any of this happening? I quickly flipped a few pages ahead and decided to read on. Maybe this will help me remember what I'm forgetting...
January 15th
Dear journal or diary or whatever this is called... you know what I'm going to refer to you as a friend.. Let's try this again.
January 15th
Dear Friend,
That's better... I don't feel like I'm talking to myself now. This is actually so much worse but oh well... According to Josh the boys love Paige and I. I still feel like we don't fit in here though. I feel like they're just acting like they like us cause we're living here with them and well... They don't really have much of a choice. Do you know what I mean? No? Oh yeah.. your just a journal. Well earlier today I had a break down. I just miss them... There's so much arguing coming from inside Liam's room, the walls aren't sound proof.. They'vebeen arguing ever since Paige and I set foot in here...
I just heard a door slam. I'm going to see if everyone's alright. So I guess this is all for now!
Love,
Destiny
*Back to a year ago*
I stared down at the picture I was holding. I remember this day clearly. It was Paige's 4th birthday. We couldn't celebrate it because we were moving from London to Ohio(In the USA). But our parents figured something out. Paige had cake and presents on the plane. I remember when we started singing happy birthday to her the rest of the people on the plane joined in.
I felt a tear glide down my cheek. I haven't cried over this in so long. Why now? I couldn't help it anymore. I crashed into my bed and buried my face into my pillow and let out a few muffled sobs. I felt the bed dip beside me and a comforting hand on my back. I let out a few more cries before sitting up and trying to erase the evidence of tears from my cheeks but no use. Whenever I wiped them away new ones would appear. "You okay?" Liam asked cautiously still rubbing my back. "Yeah I'm sorry..." I said back "Why are you apologizing?" I just ignored his question "Destiny what's wrong?" he asked "My parents." I said quietly "What happened to them?" he asked just as quiet "They died in a car crash..." I said even more quiet than before. "I'm sorry." Liam said tilting my head up to look at him and wiping away my tears like I had done for him the first day I'd moved in. I slowly felt myself leaning in, him doing the same.
"Liiiiammmm!" I heard Danielle's voice through the door. I pulled back quickly and mentally slapped myself because well.. I would've looked weird slapping myself... right? Well okay I mentally slapped myself. How could I let that happen. I need to remember that Liam has a girlfriend. He awkwardly stood up and left the room "Hey babe" I heard him say through the door. I fell back on my bed and started to cry harder than I was before.
"Des? Are you okay?" I hear Josh's voice ask I reply with a flat out "No". "Get your coat" He says "Why?" I said sitting up "Cause I said so. Meet me in the parking lot in 10minutes"
I walked out to the parking lot to see Josh sitting in his car. He rolled down the window and said "Get in loser we're going shopping." "Have you been watching mean girls?" "Maybe.." I cracked a smile. This is why I love Josh.
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"HONEY I'M HOME!" I yelled walking back into the flat carrying my many bags of clothes I got with Josh. I love shopping. "HEY BABE I MISSED YOU!" Louis yelled running up to me and dramatically hugging me.
I heard arguing coming from Liam's room... "WELL IF THAT'S HOW YOU FEEL THEN WHY AM I HERE? LIAM I'M DONE WITH YOUR BULLSHIT." "No! Danielle wait!" "We're over Liam" Danielle came storming out of Liam's room. She pushed me out of the way and walked out of the flat dramatically. "What was that all about..." I heard Josh say walking into the room "I'm not quite sure" Louis answered. "I'm gonna go check on Liam..." I said quietly. The boys nodded and walked into the living room with Zayn Niall and Harry.
"Liam.. You okay?" I said quietly "Yes I'm fine. Leave me alone please." He said in between sobs. He was laying on his stomach on his bed face in his pillow almost exactly how I was earlier. I rubbed his back and told him it was going to be okay. It hurt me seeing him like this. I may have wanted them to break up but I was being selfish. I just want Liam to be happy because seeing him like this hurts. He looks like a sick puppy.
He sat up and hugged me. "Thank you for being here Destiny." "Always Liam, whenever you need me" I said pulling away from the hug. I get up to leave the room "Destiny wait" I turned around to see Liam had followed me. He was standing centimeters away from me. His face inching closer to mine. He leaned in and kissed me.
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