how do you see life?

The wall

Every time there is a problem in my life
I see it as a huge wall that appears in front of me, and I don't see a way of going over it.
I look up at that wall, and I don't see an end to it. it's like it doesn't have a limit.
I look to the left, and it just doesn't end. it's the same on the right side. it's everlasting. I don't see a way of getting through, over, or around that wall.
I'm stuck in place.
frozen.
and I don't know what to do. I don't have any tools to break the wall.
and all around me is just a black void.
nothing and no one to help me.
and even if someone was there, I feel like I'd just be a ghost to them, and my wall wouldn't even exist in their world. like they don't see it in front of them. because it isn't in front of them.
it's in front of me...

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this is what it looks like in my head when i have a problem that i can't seem to resolve.
i thought it would be easiest to try and visualise it in this way, so i wrote it down a while back.