Ciize is nervous, and giddy. okay she's also very excited. All because of a 28 years old 5 foot 7 tall Samoyed puppy, okay obviously it's not a dog, It's actually just her cool, handsome, and reliable P'Milk.
And everyone knows who Milk Pansa Vosbein is. Talented, tall, gorgeous, reliable, charming and goofy Milk. She takes care of everyone, especially her younger co-actresses. So really, it's not surprising that some of these said co-actress have a crush on her.
So when Milk texted Ciize 'LaRoche done, It was so fun but they're all making a deal to make me eat balut egg🥹 do you want to hang out? I can pick u up' there was no way Ciize was gonna say no.
Because yes, Ciize is one of those actresses who fell for Milk's charms. And all the Chinese and Thai gods must love Ciize because Milk is interested in her too. Because for P'Milk, Ciize is not just a Nong.
So here she is, sitting on the passenger seat of Milk's car, wearing Milk's jacket that's definitely not her size and holding a huge water bottle while enjoying the breeze of the night air. It's crazy how much she's letting Milk influence her, because not even her mother can convince her to drink this much water. Cause her mother can never say "make sure you finish that tonight" and have Ciize actually listen.
She remembers when they went to find fan made projects for Milk birthday all over Bangkok(it was also kind of a date), Milk got herself a 1.5 liter of water and while Ciize said she didn't want anything from the convenient store, Milk still got her a small bottle of water, she remembers how the fans compared her and Milk's height difference to the sizes of their water bottles.
"Have you eaten? Are there supplies in your apartment P'Milk? Maybe I should cook for you" Ciize suggested, shivering a little, definitely not because of the air. She's not even wearing milk's jacket because it's cold, she just wants to have Milk's scent surrounding her. The real reason why she shivered a little was because of Milk's hand on her knees, it was warm and slightly rougher than hers, also veiny. Ciize likes it.
"Oh yeah, I already had dinner with Nong Love and P'Johm. But if you wanna eat we can order anything" Milk said, Of course she already ate with Love.
It's not like Ciize is overly jealous of Love, she's not even officially dating Milk yet, she's not even sure if she's gonna end up dating Milk, but she likes where they are now. Besides, she knows that anything between Milk and Love are sisterly bond, they're both amazing actresses. Everyone adores Love, heck even Ciize adores Love, and everyone finds it really easy to depend on Milk. Ciize and Love are proof of that. So really, Ciize understands.
But she's still just a girl who likes someone, and that someone is always paired up with another girl, that someone has kissed the girl she's constantly paired up with(for a scene) and that someone already ate with that girl, Ciize is bound to be slightly not happy about it, it's normal.
But it's also really easy to forget about her jealousy when she can feel Milk's hand ride up a little higher, rotating so it's on her inner thigh, her thumb moving back and forth before Milk gave a gentle squeeze.
Ciize is so easily distracted.
They don't usually hold hands in public places. Ciize suggested it. Because when fans started noticing how unusual Milk an Ciize's closeness, started digging up old lives of Ciize and how she talks about Milk, started seeing videos of Milk and Ciize staring at each other and that damn video of them dancing together. Some fans weren't really happy about, worried that Ciize might be getting in the way of the official pairing, Milk and Love.
So they don't hold hands in public, even when Milk already expressed hating not being able to touch Ciize. 'Not even a touch on your shoulder? Or maybe your back? What if you trip?' she remember Milk saying. So they stand close enough for Milk to be able to grab her when she really can't help it anymore.
