Chapter 1

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[Finn's outfit]

[The outfit might seem a bit odd for a plane ride but it's explained later on

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[The outfit might seem a bit odd for a plane ride but it's explained later on.]

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Finn has been in and out of mental hospitals due to his suicide attempts. And now he has scars on his body from all the times he has tried to take his life. The largest scar is the one on his neck, which he did about a month ago. Phil found Finn as he choked on his own blood on the bathroom floor. But he finally gets to get away from his mother, even if his father isn't better. As he got ready to leave. He puts his vintage attire on so his scars are not visible. The scar on his neck was still visible, but Finn didn't care as Phil always said the scar shows that he was a survivor.
When he finished getting ready he grabbed his suitcase and went to the car. As he watched his sister and mother hugging, he felt a tear fall from his eyes. All Finn ever wanted was to be loved by his mother and father. The only person that cared about him was his papa, his stepdad. He was broke from his state of mind by a hug from his papa who hugged him close to his chest.
"I'll miss...you...papa..." Finn said with a stutter due to not talking much.
"I'll see you when I get the divorce papers finalized." Phil whispered to Finn because Phil planned on divorcing Renea as soon as he could.
The hug was broken when Bella pushed pass them yelling out "Grab my bag you bitch!"
Finn flinched when she yelled but did as she said.

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When they finally got on the plane Bella was complaining about setting next to Finn. Finn didn't even hear her as he read his Dracula book which was so bitten up that the hard cover was falling off. Finn didn't know who gave him the book but it showed up on his window sill rapped in butcher paper with a note.
The note read 'Our little mate, We cannot tell you are names but know we love you. You will meet us soon. We have waited for you for a long time. This book is one of the first published. Treat it will care. Love your mates, CC JH CV.'
Finn used the note as a bookmark and would read it when he felt like he wanted to end it all. After reading for a hour he fall asleep.
When he was shoved out of his chair by Bella he woke up when he hit the floor. With a groan he got up as Bella told him to get the luggage. When he was getting the luggage, he didn't see Charlie tell Bella was walking to him. When he finally made it oven to Charlie and Bella, Charlie yelled at him to hurry up. When Finn was in the cop car he pulled out his book as he doesn't have a phone.
When they pulled up to the house he was told to take Bella's stuff to her room then Charlie would take him to his room. When he finished putting Bella's stuff away, he went down the stairs and saw Billy and Jacob. Bella was happily looking at a truck. When Charlie said that he got it for her homecoming gift. Finn looked down and scratched his scar on his neck making it bleed a little. But he was stoped. By Jacob pulling his hand away and Jacob said "Don't make it bleed. Phil told Billy and I that you do that when you're nervous."
He nodded his head as he knew that Phil talked to Billy and Jacob about things. Right before Billy and Jacob left, Jacob walked up to him with a gift rapped beautifully in butcher paper. He opened it and saw a dream catcher. Jacob said "It's for your bad dreams."
He nod with a happy smile. He look up as Charlie goes inside and he fallows as he is lead outside to the garden shed where there was a blanket on the ground to sleep on. And a small chest for his clothes. Before Charlie left he said "You better be up and ready before Bella if you want a ride to school."
Finn nodded in response and started to put his things away. He only had clothes because Renee refused to get him anything.
As he looked out the window of the shed he saw the sun go down so he got ready for bed. Finn hung the dream catcher above his makeshift bed before falling asleep.

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[Dream]
[Finn's pov]
I couldn't see anything, it was to dark. I called out a weak "Hello..."
"My little darling..." I heard whispered in my ear and the feeling of breath on my ear. I felt the warmth of the person's breath go down my neck to my scar. Then I felt kisses on the scar. I felt more lips on my scars on my wrist but they weren't the same. The lips on my neck were rough and the lips on my left wrist were soft. I heard another voice whisper "We are so proud of you, my prince..."
I quietly said "Who are y'all..."
I got a whisper in reply from the last person who was kissing my scars "We will see you soon, my dove...hold on for a little while longer..."
After that was said I gently woke up for the day.

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[The book]

[This is my first book and I am dyslexic so something's might be wrong

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[This is my first book and I am dyslexic so something's might be wrong. But if there is anything wrong correct me please. ~ Tee]

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