Note: This poem was not written with the intention of being well crafted and produced, it is a rant of mine regarding a friendship of mine.
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3 years ago you and I met so randomly,
full of weaknesses
and embarrassments.
Best friends.
We used to dream about going to school together every day. But now that we've achieved our dreams of getting closer, you're starting to want to distance us.
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I'm worthless to you???
I'm a nobody to you??
I treated you with all the affection, I valued you, I respected you, and now you simply do nothing for me.
Now I can see,
you just took advantage
of me and didn't even
thank me.
Now you will follow
the left line
and I will follow
the right line
You make me move
away from you.
Your bipolar outbursts
make me suffer.
Am I worthless to you?
Am I worthless to you?
Am I worthless to you?
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Why do you want to get away from me now?
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You always make yourself superior, oh, you always want to show that you have order and discipline.
You like to be seen, you say you hate stuck-up people
but you act like one.
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Envy is shown
in her eyes.
She thinks
she's right.
I'm tired of this,
you've become a narcissist.
You've collapsed
our piggyback,
now just fuck me.
I can't stand it.
When I disagree
you call me evil.
You are modeling yourself and becoming part of the
plastic people.
O-oh.
I really tried to help you,
but why -
I'm worthless to you?
I'm a nobody to you??
I treated you with all the affection, I valued you, I respected you, and now you simply do nothing for me.
Now I can see, you just took advantage of me
and didn't even
thank me.
Now you will follow the left line and I will follow the right line!
I have other friends,
I don't depend on you. I know you'll fall apart when I say
"It's over",
but understand that I am not obliged to suffer the same as
you suffer.
Am I worthless?
Am I worthless to you?
Am I worthless?
Am I worthless to you?
Am I worthless?
Am I worthless to you?
It's so hard to have to cut our ties...
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I know you're not like that...
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But you know very well that you don't have to act like that
with me...
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You know all your friendships are shaky....
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I'm afraid to leave you and you'll sink again.
