THE SEARCH OF MY TRUE SELF❤️

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"In the dream, I found myself standing in a serene garden, surrounded by long, whispering white grass that seemed to stretch on forever. The gentle rustle of the blades soothed my soul, like a lullaby from a forgotten childhood. But beneath the tranquil surface, a sense of disconnection and longing stirred within me, like a whispered secret in the darkness.

Suddenly, a vision emerged - my younger self, running wildly, arms outstretched, and screaming 'Mum!' with a desperation that pierced my heart like a shard of glass. I felt the anguish of abandonment, the terror of being lost and alone, as tears streamed down my face like summer rain.

As I watched, a majestic figure appeared - a tall, silver-haired woman with a radiant smile that illuminated the darkness like a sunrise over a stormy sea. Her eyes, pools of ancient wisdom, seemed to hold a deep understanding of my soul, as if she had witnessed every hidden sorrow and every unspoken fear. And yet, her resemblance to me was uncanny, as if she were a reflection of my own untapped potential, a reminder of the strength and beauty that lay dormant within me.

But the peace was short-lived. A surge of power, like a tempest, burst forth from my core, shattering the ground beneath me like a cracked mirror reflecting shattered dreams. The woman rushed to my side, her voice a gentle breeze that soothed my turmoil, as she wrapped her arms around me in a warm embrace. 'Baby, it's okay, don't cry. You're using your power for the first time, darling.'

As the scene shifted, chaos erupted - war, fire, and death ravaged the landscape like a ravaging beast, leaving destruction and despair in its wake. The woman swept me into her arms, her eyes blazing with a fierce determination, as if she would shield me from the darkness with her own life. 'Run, baby, I can't make it. But know I love you.'

With those final words, she pushed me through a shimmering portal, and I felt the warmth of her embrace fade into the darkness like a dying ember. I was left with a sense of loss, a grief so profound it seemed to echo through eternity. Yet, a spark of resilience ignited within me, a flame of hope that flickered like a candle in the wind, reminding me of the power that lies within, waiting to be unleashed."



I woke up with a start, my heart racing like a wild animal in my chest. Tears streamed down my face, and my breath came in short, sharp gasps. I was in a strange room, surrounded by unfamiliar walls and furniture that seemed to loom over me like sentinels. Panic set in as I scrambled to remember how I got there, but my memories were hazy, fragmented, and elusive.

As I struggled to catch my breath, I heard a low, raspy voice speak from the shadows, like a whispered secret in the darkness. "Clara, or should I call you Princess, you're awake. And another nightmare, I see."

I spun around, trying to locate the source of the voice, my eyes scanning the room with a mix of fear and desperation. That's when I saw him - a dark figure with piercing grey eyes, sitting in an old, worn chair that seemed to be absorbing the faint light in the room. His gaze seemed to bore into my soul, like a cold wind on a winter's night, and I felt a shiver run down my spine.

"Who are you?" I demanded, trying to keep my voice steady, but it trembled like a leaf in an autumn breeze.

The figure chuckled, a low, throaty sound that sent a ripple of unease down my spine. "Ah, Clara, you don't remember me? I'm disappointed."

I shook my head, feeling a mix of fear, confusion, and disorientation. "I don't know what's going on. Where am I? How did I get here?"

The grey-eyed man leaned forward, his eyes glinting with a knowing light, like a lantern in the darkness. "You're in a safe place, Clara. For now. But you need to start remembering. Your life is a mess, and it's time to unravel the threads."

I felt a surge of desperation, like a wild animal trapped in a cage. "I don't know what you're talking about! I just want to go home!"

Trevor, the grey-eyed man, nodded sympathetically, his expression a mixture of compassion and understanding. "Home is not an option, Clara. Not yet. First, you need to confront the secrets you've been hiding from."

I took a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart, but it was like trying to tame a stormy sea. "Secrets? What secrets?"

Trevor smiled, his eyes piercing mine like a shaft of light in the darkness. "The ones you've been trying to forget. The ones that have been haunting your dreams."


I shook my head, feeling a sense of desperation. "I don't remember anything," I admitted, tears welling up in my eyes.

Trevor's expression softened, his grey eyes filled with compassion. "It's okay, Clara. Your memories will return in time. For now, let's focus on getting you settled."

I nodded, feeling a sense of gratitude towards this stranger who seemed to know more about me than I knew about myself.

As Trevor helped me to my feet, I noticed a small table with a mirror on it. I caught a glimpse of myself and gasped. Who was this person staring back at me? I didn't recognize the tangled mess of hair, the pale skin, or the haunted eyes.

"Who am I?" I asked Trevor, feeling a sense of disconnection from the person in the mirror.

Trevor's smile was gentle. "You're Clara, a strong and brave young woman. And you'll remember that soon enough."

But as I looked in the mirror again, I couldn't shake off the feeling that I was staring at a stranger. And the question echoed in my mind: Who am I?




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