The Starving Stray (Jisung)⚠️

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TW - eating disorder 

Jisung could already hear Chan's voice scolding him, but could he truly blame him. He tried his best to ignore the comments that he would read about him. How they all praised his members but they started adding up against him. Comments that criticized his looks and weight. He honestly didn't tell when he started only that it got worse over time. 

It only began as skipping a few meals. Then it added up and up again, until it got to the point where he was only eating a very small snack every day. The others could tell that something wasn't right. How Jisung always excused himself from the table during dinner, would insist on practicing more instead of going to lunch with them or how he never grabbed anything for breakfast. 

Some of them had already confronted him about it but he would just lie and shrug it off like it was nothing saying, "I'm fine, just haven't been very hungry lately I guess." And as much as they all but specifically Chan hated lying, they believed that everyone is innocent until proven guilty and so far, Jisung hadn't shown them any evidence of lying. But the other big rule they had was to always take care of yourself and if Jisung wasn't eating and they all were questioning his honesty that would give them a bypass because to them health is more important than proof. 

Jisung has also never been the most open with his feelings. Instead of going to one of them and telling them his feelings he waits for someone to find him. But right now, it is hard to find someone who is hiding away so much. 

It finally came to a head though one day during their dance practice. Jisung honestly thought it was just one of his headaches acting up but then during the JJAM dance his eyes stopped working and he could feel himself falling down and hitting the hard wooden floors. 

Around him he heard the other members startled voices calling his name or asking questions in a panic. Slowly his eyesight returned, and he slowly pushed himself up on his elbows but still having his forehead resting on the cold floor before he rolled over. 

"Guys! Give him some room. Minho, get them out of here." The demanding voice of Chan told them as he helped Jisung slowly, very slowly, sit up against him. 

"Hey, are you okay? Just take a minute and breathe." "What happened?" "I was going to ask you that, one second we are rehearsing and the next you are on the floor unconscious." "Oh, I-i guess that it just from lack of sleep." "Lack of sleep? Jisung we both know that that is not the truth. Now would you care to tell me the actual truth before you dig yourself into a bigger punishment?" "Punishment! Hyung! Why!?" "Because you lied, and whatever the truth is it is evident that you have not been taking care of yourself and what is one of the biggest rules the hyungs have." "Always put health first and take care of yourself." Jisung mumbles.  He knew why he was in trouble but that didn't mean that he had to like it.

"Why don't we go back to the dorm to finish this conversation." Chan said as he helped Jisung stand up. "But the others would be there right?" "No Minho and Changbin are taking them to the mall and to go pick up dinner for tonight." 

With no other excuse Jisung followed Chan as they went down the parking lot and stayed quiet as Chan drove them back to their home. "I want you to got straight to your room. You don't have to stand in the corner but I don't want you playing on your phone or computer." Chan instructed. Jisung was surprised that Chan told him he didn't have to stand in the corner but guessed it was because Chan wanted the whole story before he punished him. Which was one thing that Jisung loved about him because he grew up in a house where it was punish first, ask questions later. Chan always wanted to understand the situation before he did anything which actually got him out of a lot of punishments (and the others into more sometimes). 

It was only a few minutes later when Chan appeared in Jisung's room. Jisung had only been sitting silently on his bed but stood up when Chan came in. "Come on, sit down. You're not in trouble. Yet. But for now, I just want to talk and understand what happened." Chan told him and dragged him back onto the bed so that Jisung was laying on Chan's chest. A position that Jisung loved and hated. It was so comforting, and he always loved to cuddle Chan like this and know that he's safe and loved but he hated it because in these types of situations it would always make him spill his heart out to Chan. 

"What's wrong Sungie? Something has you upset, and I can't help if I don't know." Jisung reached over to his bedside table where his phone had been placed and opened it to his social media where as soon as the app loaded comments filled the screen, and not nice ones either. Jisung handed it back to Chan and curled back up on Chan's chest holding on tighter then before. 

The more Chan read the more his anger grew. How could anyone saw this about his Sungie. No wonder he was so upset. These comments could shake anyone. "Sweetheart. Honey, don't listen to them, they don't know what they are talking about. My Sungie is so beautiful and handsome. Did these make you stop eating?" Chan had caught on quickly about what was happening but still wanted to make sure we wasn't making assumptions. But Jisung nodded his head and curled up closer if that was even possible to his Hyung. 

"Am I in big trouble hyung?" Jisung asked in a voice so small Chan swore his heart melted. "No, well not in big trouble but you know better then to lie and neglect your health so you do have a few smacks coming your way but not many. You also know that you could have come to me or any of the others instead of hiding it." "Are you going to punish me now though hyung?" "Since of the situation I'll give you a choice, you can either get done now and then cuddle or cuddle more now and do it later tonight before bed." "Now. I don't want to wait for said impending doom." "Alright then, you know the drill." Chan said as Jisung got up and Chan moved to the edge of the bed. 

Jisung pulled down his pants but not his underwear and laid across Chans lap. He couldn't help a little smile because as soon as he laid over Chan's lap Chan started gently rubbing his back comfortingly. "Do you want to know how many?" "No, just get it over with please." 

Chan started to lay smacks down and even though Jisung said he didn't want to know he was counting to himself. At ten he already had tears not from the spanking mostly but from the pent up emotions he kept inside. At twenty he was bawling and stopped counting. Chan didn't do many like he promised and only went to twenty five and stopped. Chan pulled Jisung up and returned them to their previous position with Jisung on chest clinging to him as Chan whispered sweet nothings and rubbed his shoulder gently to calm him. 

Eventually the tears stopped and Chan looked down to see that Jisung had fallen asleep again. Chan let him sleep until dinner and then woke him up to go and eat. Jisung was happy to see that the others had brought home his favorite food and the night ended with a giant cuddle party in living room as they fell asleep watching movies.








And if Chan held a secret live stream to yell at those who had hurt jisung no one has to know.


Requested by @manabloor (I hope that I did your request justice, and that it was something that you liked.)

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